OCT 7, 2013
If you were to go through my numerous notes, you would find where I believe something re: a castle, electrical wires/cables, casino, RR tracks, large river, towers, etc. kept coming up....Well, I just found this in re: to CASTLE...check it out....
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SEPT 2013
I've always believed that Deborah's Mom played a role - SOMEHOW - SOMEWAY, when it comes to Baby Lisa's disappearance....a connection?.....but because of where her Mom was buried (Pennsylvania) and where BL disappeared from (Kansas City, MO) I ignored my intuition and focused only on the immediate area.
When it comes to this case - I've realized nothing's impossible and to expect the unexpected...I specifically "heard" while trying to "work" BL case " CEMETERY and PENNSYLVANIA...Clues? Idk.... I've received so many different types of insight or "clues" into this case, putting them all together would take a year in itself. I saw many cables / electric type wires and I've always felt Eastward in direction.....I've had many visions- too many to list, search the blog for or remember....THAT BEING SAID, I googled the resting place of Lisa Ann Chivalette, Deborah's mom, Lisa Grandmother and she's buried in a family plot at Immaculate Heart of MARY Catholic Cemetery, Linwood, PENNSYLVANIA -
Behind the Cemetery are thick woods, with many culvert's, creeks, ponds, etc....
Right across the street is a very large Electric? Facility, not sure, but tons of cables / wires.....
My "tower" seen? Well, also across the street is one seen similar to the one in KC where the previous search was conducted...However, the entire cemetery is full of very similar tower like statue's which I drew.... I could go through the entire area and I'm sure, somehow, find most of the clues and all that I saw in vision, but I won't.
Clue as to BL's location or not, I'm posting it.....
This was left by Johnny (Debs Uncle) to his sister, Lisa Ann (Debs Mom) on her Memorial Site, One year after Lisa Renee Irwin went missing (Oct 8, 2012)
"I was always the one that understood the consequences of wrong but nobody ever listened. All my life I tried to prevent what I saw coming from afar but nobody ever listened. Now I sit with a list of all the things I tried to stop but couldn't. It all started with losing my Dad , then God took you. Now , they lie and release balloons to hide what they did. I could say , 'I told you so' , but I won't."
- Johnny
Photo's of the area.....
I can not remove the same location from my head and gut, however, where (near) the Sam's Town search, seen below. I wish I could search myself....
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AND...Based on new insight and information
I've received, this is a very possible lead...
..maybe more so than the other's, but I'm
still working on this one....
e Devil- REVERSED shows Suffering, despair, weakness, pettiness, blindness.
When The Devil appears reversed in a spread it may indicate indecision and weakness. This can cause instability. "Respond quickly and free yourself from past habits."
UPDATE 9/21/2013 -Almost 2 years missing......
I can't seem to let this go...to many children are just forgotten because no one can prove / solve without a doubt who/why/how etc...a child may have gone missing, despite their greatest suspicions. I WILL FIGURE THIS OUT AND BRING FREEDOM TO BABY LISA, JUSTICE TO HER AND THOSE WHO LOVE HER, AND PUNISHMENT TO THOSE GUILTY OF HER DISAPPEARANCE.....
So, I pulled the Tarot - Talked to my Guides - "Saw" all I could....Evaluated the information for day's, and this is what I've gotten, for now.......
ASKED OF THE TAROT-
*What caused BL disappearance?
The Devil reversed tells you that you are to confront your problems head-on, make amends and avoid any emotional outbursts and may be indicating enslavement and control through fear and illusion.....Intellectual manipulation by your own attitudes, or the attitudes of other people, is keeping you trapped in an unhappy situation.
Reversed, The Devil tells of feeling over-burdened by responsibilities, and tells that there is a need to face all of your fears in order to free yourself.....with implications of over-indulgence and hedonistic behaviors. Be warned: Everything has a price to be paid.
Reversed, it is a time to face the cold reality to bring about changes. It implies that a bad situation has been allowed to go unchallenged for way too long and asks you to take care not to use money or position to gain power and dominance over others, or have others use their power or position over you.
Reversed, The Devil may be implying that you may be blind to faults, both your own and those of others.
WHICH COULD EXPLAIN THE NEXT CARD DRAWN....??
IMO, I believe that the "person" depicted in the card is being shown to me how D B may see this person, without faults and as one who can help her solve this mess she's found herself in due to her behavior's shown in The Devil, reversed...
This is an older (older than DB, anyway) male....
The King of Wands tells of someone who is secure within himself and his financial standing. This person may have a tendency to be strong and generous, and can also be quite impulsive at times. He may be indicating that there is a likelihood of some unexpected financial gain....And recommends you to take your time and consider all avenues in regards to an upcoming agreement or contract.
This King indicates that there is a focus on ambitions and could be an indication of a favorable encounter with an assertive male who will support you during a difficult time. There could be financial benefit's as a result of this encounter, either via a type of inheritance, money repaid from long ago, or a lucky win.
The King of Wands in a reading indicates that you need to remember to keep well balanced within yourself to see things through.......
**I've always maintained that BL died through an accident in the home....However, it is entirely possible, someone? a man? has somehow convinced (manipulated a drunk, high, disillusioned Deborah) into thinking that without BL, her life would improve, bring about freedom.....etc...But, I've no motive for him to do so.... there's no insurance payout he could benefit from..... This is only early thoughts.... However, thinking "outside" the box...as indicated, DB doesn't see this person perhaps as they "truly" are, and they may very well truly be the "reversed" version of this card, who would actually describe a man who may be Unpredictability, bigotry, contradictory behavior, severity, intolerance, narrow-mindedness, and over-critical of others. He is selfish, thoughtless and his loyalty is questionable. The King of Wands truly believes that he always knows what is best for everyone.
When reversed, He is is often accused of being insensitive and unsympathetic. and any demands or manipulations in order to get his way will be at the detriment of others....Etc.....etc..... (still just a thought)
**PRESENT - Where is Baby Lisa?
The High Priestess may be an indication of activity beneath the surface and not
being able to view the whole picture at this time. The High Priest represents one who psychic abilities...she represent's the ability to use intuition to glean spiritual insights and inspirations. She asks that you always endeavour to see the larger picture, so as to not become caught up in the details of a project or situation.
The High Priestess may be telling you to listen to your intuition and subconscious as The High Priestess tells of the power of the unconscious. The High Priestess signifies guidance and wisdom of a spiritual and moral nature, which comes from unconscious sources - intuition, dreams and fantasies.
It would be wise to keep your ideas, plans and intentions to yourself at this time as you are to have complete faith in your own abilities, rather than taking on the advice of others.
When The High Priestess appears in a reading, it may be implying that there are two separate situations to consider that will require a firm decision. You have two options.
The High Priestess asks you to remove the barrier between your inner and outer being. Often we feel inadequate not knowing which way to turn. Once we learn to attain an inner peace we are able to recognize the constant flow of positive and negative energies around us, accepting the conditions in our lives.
The High Priestess indicates the importance of using this time wisely to acknowledge inner changes and wait until one’s energies are released.
The High Priestess may be indicating that assistance from feminine spiritual guides, and tells of an inner awareness of the Law of the god/goddess and the Universe. It tells of knowing that you and all life forms are ‘love’.
The High Priestess indicates the importance or using this time wisely to acknowledge inner changes wait until one’s energies are released.
The High Priestess asks you to maintain faith even through the hard times you may face during life’s journey.
THIS CARD COULD BE TELLING HOW TO GO ABOUT FINDING BL...
The other card drawn in Where is BL was The Queen of Swords, Reversed....
An adult, female who's probably either divorced or widowed and is alone by choice...she's suffered embarrassment, mourning and female sadness - because the card is reversed, somewhere along her journey she developed hatred, bigotry, prudery, & deceit, probably as a result of a sorrowful experience. She's smart and has a sharp tongue and can cause distress to others by making stinging and often sarcastic remarks and comments. She is not someone you would wish to cross swords with.
A very cold and domineering woman is represented by the Queen of Swords when reversed. Her hard exterior conceals an inner loneliness, and she uses her coldness as a form of self-defense, being very fixed in her own ways and intolerant of others, prone to malicious gossip. It is unwise to confide in this lady as she can be quite deceitful.
Reversed, the Queen of Swords tells of a situation where you may be dealing with an insincere person or situation. Do not make any moves at this time as there are mis-truths, deceptions and/or upset plans. Remain aware of your own ideas and beliefs and do not confide in a woman who ‘pretends’ to be your ally and confidant - she is not....and if she has known proven this to be the case yet, get ready- because she will when the time is right for her.
**Here, we see another person playing a part in this situation where the person represented in The Devil reversed card doesn't see them as they are.... delusions...
**Can BL be found? How?
Fear, insecurity, deception, lack of faith, danger & threats are all keywords of the first card drawn here, The Nine of Pentacles, reversed and indicates a difficult situation or circumstance with a message to think clearly and carefully before making any major decisions or choices.
The reversed 9 of Pentacles tells of false-bravado, mistruths and dishonest dealings involving an underhanded or deceitful venture in an effort to make financial gains, and warns not to become involved in gossip, rumor mongering and spiteful behavior, as this may be turned back onto you.
The 9 of Pentacles reversed indicates that fear and insecurity may undermine present achievements, leading to a lack of any real satisfaction.
Appearing reversed, the Nine of Pentacles may be foretelling of the possible loss of a home and/or friendship/partner/something of great value.. and there may be a need to re-analyze goals and desires, as things have not been going according to plans lately....To me, it sounds like someone living on shaky ground and false securities....Who, if anyone, associated with DB and such may have lost their home and have distant them self from the friendship?? Just something else to think about and could be a start in a direction....lately
The reversal of the four of cups shows boredom, self-pity, indulgence, apathy, discontentment, weariness, discontent, dissatisfaction, resentment, depression, compromise, anxiety, mistrust, hesitation, novelty, new relations, possibility.
If there's one resonating theme here, it's mis-trust, hate and $....The Four of Cups, when appearing reversed, indicates one who is emotionally introverted and unwilling to put in the required efforts at this time for changes, instead indulging in self-pity and negativity, and who expresses unhappiness, resentment and unrealistic expectations.
The upside, however to this reversed card is it clearly indicates new beginnings and a fresh start. Until then, there's a real fear of being a disappointment, causing boredom and/or a lack of positive activity that has become overly-indulgent self-pity is in charge now and it may be necessary to seek advice and help with moving out of this negative, emotional phase....Especially if there's a dependence on alcohol or drugs, an eating disorder or severe self-esteem issues. If this is the case, professional help should be sought urgently. (so who could this be?)
**Obviously - I can't find Lisa with the cards drawn....I asked the Tarot for one final card, indicating how to go about even beginning to find baby Lisa....And drawn was The Seven of Cups, interestingly enough....
Some of the first words that represent this card (Choice/s, reflection, sentiment, imagination, little achievement, ego, spirit, inner-self....) brought some immediate thoughts to me...... I've always believed that BL's Mom played a role here and if I'm correct (along with most of the population familiar with this case) then, I also believe that despite what's occurred, she would not discard her baby girl, Lisa in the river or anywhere else that she (DEB) can't go to mourn, visit, and indulge in self pity, regardless of who else could suffer consequences by helping her in this horrible undertaking (which they should, don't get me wrong) This will be a place of sentiment and reflection for DB and a choice initially made by her because it was her first "response" / thought....a pattern....a comfortable zone place..... However, throughout the reading, we see patterns of mis-trust, deceit etc... and that's one clear message also of this card....choose wisely (first of all, the choice should have been to call the police, if truly an accident- which her family disputes....backing up their dispute with the story of how DB's son was bitten by the dog and rather than a cover up, she called 911...therefore, she'd do the same for Lisa....BIG DIFFERENCE here....Her son had a bite and wasn't DB's fault (for the most part) and BL (I believe) is dead and somehow due to the actions of her mom, DB....so that story convinces me of nothing in trying to prove DB's good character and morals as a mom...nope....
ANYWAY....going back to the card and the choose wisely....
The Seven of Cups tells that there is a focus on ‘deception’, – like building castles in the air.
The 7 of Cups suggests that choices have to be made carefully in regards to future goals and ideals. There may be a tendency to fantasize about future achievements, rather than actually putting solid plans in place and into practice. You are asked to look at unrealistic ideals and sort your priorities, casting aside those that are not worth pursuing. This progress will call for rational analysis and discernment....Many opportunities will present themselves and with this, careful consideration and positive action must be taken. (I think this refer's to all her choices..calling 911 or calling someone to help be deceitful ....and not only that, but who..etc..etc...)
The Seven of Cups appearing in a tarot spread may indicate that at times it is easy to become absorbed in the tiny details of life, trying to make sure that everything is in order and controlled. The 7 of Cups encourages one to relax and to not spend so much time and energy focusing on the ‘small stuff’. Instead, the 7 of Cups prompts us to let go and welcome some unpredictability into our lives. By breaking the regular routines and patterns we open ourselves up to new opportunities and new ways of looking at things. (In other words, breaking old patterns and trying to make a better, but uncomfortable choice, which IMO would have been doing the right thing here....l) It says "you've several options, prioritize. (Personally, I believe that she stuck to "what she knew".....her comfort zone....and this is how I come to the conclusion I have at the end of this reading)
The 7 of Cups is an indication that an issue will find resolution, and with this brings contentment. (whether it's long term relief or short term, all depends on the action taken) For now, they're grateful for all that is in their life currently. The Seven of Cups may be indicating that a change for the better is in the works. Prepare yourself for positive outcomes, whether they seem like it at the time or not..Be realisticThe VII of Cups in a reading indicates a time of solitude and asking questions of oneself.
Actions will revolve around emotional issues clouded by emotional ties and sentimental feelings.
The 7 of Cups implies that you may be made an offer that may see too good to be true. You are asked not to make hasty decisions, but rather, to wait until all facts are disclosed, as the truth may be hard to define clearly at this time.
The Seven of Cups indicates a time of illusion and of difficulties in decision-making. It asks that you wake up to yourself and know that all things are possible when done with morals rather than creating ones own reality, fooled by illusion and fantasy. Life feels as though it is at a standstill or crossroads at the moment. Choosing the right path seems challenging and daunting. You are asked to follow your intuition and instincts and to try new avenues or a new course of action. This is an important decision to be made....one that sees you on the brink of a new life cycle.....good or bad....Choose wisely because regardless, karmic forces always make their way back to us, eventually.The VII of Cups is a message to expect the unexpected.
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okay....up until the last card, I was still trying to figure out how to read the cards given with meaning and clarity into what happened to baby Lisa Irwin and where she could be.....Here's my current thinking......it may seem crazy, but considering everything, I don't think anything is too crazy or out there anymore.......
As humans, we're all different and this is what set's us apart. Yet there are many traits we all share alike. It's our instincts which help us cope and move through life's difficult trials...although, sometimes our instincts tell us to do one thing, but because it's not the decision or outcome we desire, we go against our instincts and do what we know....what keeps us within our comfort zone.... This process is something that can be seen repeated through out ones life, generally.
When looking at patterns Deborah Bradley has possessed during difficult times, there's one thing she's "leaned" on as her security blanket on several occasions If her Mom were alive, without a doubt, I'd be saying - focus on DB's Mom....But she isn't... I think she has a strong relationship with her brother's, but her instinct there is to protect, not involve.... and she and her father have been known to have a strained relationship without a lot of trust there... I think Jeremy has some of her trust and was involved because she needed him to be guilty of something too and in this, he shared the responsibility of what may have happened to their daughter and more-so, how it was handled after the fact. This is where the "we" comes into play in all of her interviews.... In her mind, it's now- we.
Here, we clearly see a 'detached' Jeremy...playing the part he 'chose' IMO -
And finally, the one thing that DB has showed some consistency in, especially during troubled times, is her need to have a mother to lean on - in this case, we're looking at her (still) mother-in-law. Hazel - I believe is her name.
So, let's say Deb and JI went to Hazel...Does that mean BL is buried there? Seems SO risky - but unexpected. I did notice that there's a nice flower bed at her home with a fountain, "angelic" statues etc.... what a perfect cover up and place to be 'properly remembered' in Debs mind.... But would Hazel really go to those lengths? Not sure... What do you guys think? See the house / flowerbed in question for yourself.... Public record shows her living at 1506 Broadway St., Independence, MO 64050
I realize this is a long shot.......but do believe that anything is possible....
-----------------ON A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT NOTE
The cards can be read completely differently and go against everything I've thought and interpreted from day one.....or rather, assumptions that what/who I seen and picked up on was DB and JI and this set of cards could very well point to a true abduction? OR even, a deal between DB and other's which went wrong.... I'm not so full of myself , not being able to admit I've gotten it wrong...if I have... But we could be looking at someone who befriended DB, falsely for their own gain....In this case, could it be Samantha Brando...?
A name I did pick up on in the very beginning of this case (original, first reading below).... (Above is her current facebook photo...) I've read a couple of theories online re: her and her ex husband...James... I guess anythings is possible, but this one is a stretch and I don't buy it....Then (especially since, rumored- I believe, James Brando was picked out of a line of photo's as one of the men seen with a baby, walking that night) that maybe he took BL as some sort of revenge against DB? Still, I just don't buy it...
The facts are, anything is possible and open to suggestion until the truth comes out and clears the air - providing Justice for baby Lisa Irwin.
LISA IRWIN- missing 10 month old baby (original reading done on the DAY she went missing)
OK- I hadn't heard of this story....and my daughter called me into the computer room and said look mom, It was a picture on FB of a missing infant....All I knew was a baby, 10 mths old named Lisa was abducted....I immediately quit looking at the poster and did a "reading"...... I haven't done a "deep" reading, but have picked up on deceitfulness......revenge......a women's name with R's.....Rashell, Rachel?.....Samantha.....Savannha? a man with name Robert or Roberts...and Dan/ Don or Donald..(guy w/D name?) .Mike/Michael.....Randy/Randall....Russell.....?(could be street names and not people?) Wooded creek area not far from behind/near home....apartment complex.......I heard Cables or Cable Co?....(could be a lead in who?...or where she may be???) or nothing.....drowning......At least 2 people involved...man and women......can't make out faces clearly...but what happened to Lisa, is the result, I believe from the women and the man (others) clean up her mess......Utility Pole, brown, with a cable (again cables?) wire running from the top of it to the ground at the end of a street (electrical) ? (a dead end looking street) is what I see....and a wooded area beyond the street/pole....water/creek/pond??? I also see Lisa in a diaper and nothing more? I'm getting a feeling of not being in the "right" state of mind....as in drugs or alcohol played a part? I haven't put my "clues" together enough to see if the parents are directly involved or if it's someone who knew them/the house/was an enemy, etc....(cheating going on - women/mom) Idk yet...to early and not enough visions/clues....I am going to see if I can see a map of street names, area's around house and see if I pick up on something.....
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SO- instead of giving info. and ending my "part" there, I went to google maps and looked around.....BTW- I don't "feel" anyone else responsible for the disappearance of Baby Lisa other than what I've posted all along....I stepped away from her case because I felt as though as hard & sincere I was in trying to help, I was creating more of a distraction rather than helping....But always said that if I felt I "got more insight" into what happened or where she may be resting, I would post.....Well, today's that day....(sorry, non-believer's)
FIRST- I always believe 2 things when connecting with well intended "Spirit"...... 1)~They never lie- It's how I INTERPRET what they reveal that makes the biggest difference AND 2)~My very FIRST reading is almost always the most accurate because I'm blinded re: facts surrounding the case and connect / receive insight with a clear, un-jaded mind.....Which is why I re-posted my first reading. I think what's important is taking the things I "received" and reviewing the area's again.....you can't have just one of my "clues" fit an area, but I believe that ALL my clues must coincide with / surround an area to conclude it an area of interest worth searching.....
I was thinking about the case when my son walked in the door and just blurted out- train.....I said, "You know there's a train there!" He said, yes, but there's an OLD bridge that the train can or has been able to cross on, it's in the air- She's close to that......SO- I pulled the map myself this time and looked at the area's......Here's what I found.....(FITTING MY "READING", MY SON'S TRAIN BRIDGE, AND MY "DRAWINGS" ASTRAL TRAVEL")
(Keep in mind---this is also the Route taken to Starbucks.....FYI)
Where was Jeremy's normal, day job?
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.Another map.....
