AMBER ALERTS

Saturday, October 29, 2011

THANK YOU! I promise, I've gained more from this than any of you have!

After posting "PAT E." reading.... one, of her many comments re: the reading set in with me about what all this hard work I've been indulged in with trying to do and get everyone's reading done has actually done for ME..... See Below:
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Pat E said...
Im really trying to respond to this but like you said i have soooo much going in my head right now, that Im having a hard time putting it into words. The amount of emotions is up there so yes aniexty is setting in. Helloooo Serenity payer!
Steph said...
That's ok :) It's a lot to read. And be honest.
Pat E said...
Just so you know Im still working on it. Now I can only imagine what you go thru when you do theses readings. Intense! Soul searching.
(SHE THEN, FINALLY WROTE ME RE: MY READING, EXPLAINING POINTS I HIT ON, ETC..AND ENDED WITH HOW GRATEFUL, THANKFUL, ETC...SHE WAS) I THEN RESPONDED:
Steph said...
You're welcome x'1000. BUT- now maybe you (and everyone else) can kindof understand....if it took you an entire day just to sift through a reading, then imagine me trying to get just one readiing - so specifically onto paper (computer) written (typed) all out, articulating and putting together just pieces of words and images given to me.....VERY HARD and time consuming. That's why it's taking me so long. Another reason I hope that everyone can see, I'm "REALLY" do "readings", and not just typing generic BS or trying to deceit anyone. : ) I will keep you in my thoughts and I know now, you will be able to make, if not all, some major changes in YOUR life, for the better! Always, Stephanie
Steph said...
BTW- Did you "join/follow" my blog?
Pat E said...
Oh yes mame. The second time I got on it. Matter of fact...your blog icon is on my Ipad for easy access...lol. :)

AND THIS IS WHERE IT HIT ME.............
I promise you....Just 2 weeks ago, I'd never have dreamed that ANYONE, much less a stranger would have MY BLOG is an I-CON for easy access.  I'm absolutely thrilled and on the same hand, dumbfounded!  I'm also extremely grateful that each of you were trusting and willing to open up your personal life, family, memories - the good, bad, and the ugly...to me and allow me to "read" for you.  It's been (and still is) challenging in getting everyone's completed - I take what I "give" to others very seriously and realize that what I say and how I may advise someone could have serious consequences - Therefore I do none of this light-heartedly - And take great caution in each and every reading - ensuring that what I am getting is articulated as accurately as possible, and in sensitive issues, as tactfully as I can.  Thank you - everyone.  I only hope and pray that each of you that I've read for, and who are still waiting for me to post your reading, have joined/followed my Blog, emailed my link to everyone you know...shared my link on your FB page / Twitter accts. and any other way you can.  And not only that, I  hope that even when my "Free reading" offer has expired, you will continue to follow my Blog - and not forget about me.  What I did for each of you, is something I love to do.  I took this passion, and tried my hardest to turn into something positive and useful, which led me to missing person's and crimes in general. (since that area of "work" had already been incorporated into my life, being employed in LE, it seemed like a logical course)  The problem with my intentions was, I didn't realize how unreceptive my intentions and efforts were going to be....and it REALLY instilled a lot of discouragement and doubt in continuing.  I'd hoped, honest, this was going to be something that just took off like a bullet for me, and I was going to eventually become an asset to everyone who needed assistance in Missing Person's cases, and hopefully - I would actually be doing something I loved, and maybe even earn a living doing it.   I was proven wrong, fast.  FIRST, I never imagined how hard it was going to be to actually "locate" a missing person.....It's damn near impossible - I can give multiple facts surrounding how/why/what...but pin-pointing an exact location - OMG!    I was always accused of having some kind of hidden agenda when I never asked for nothing - ever - other than to be heard and to try to help.  SECOND, Everything we get, whether it's groceries, gas, a haircut, etc...any "service" - WE KNOW WE HAVE TO PAY FOR IT, Period.  BUT, if a Psychic/Medium ask for $$ for their services, they're a fraud, cheat, liar, etc... I will admit, there are hundred's, if not thousands of lying, cheating psychics out there who earn a good living at what they do....conning others.  Just like there are hundred's of cheating LE (unfortunately), mechanics, people in sales, attorney's etc... who earn a living in this way.  The problem is, I think, psychic abilities are not a proven, beyond a doubt "ability" - and even the best, true - well intended psychics can't always get things correct.....Not only that, because it's generally thought of as an unreliable source - and even worse - by hardcore "Christians" as the works of the Devil.....(Well, unless you are "performing" within the church, and then they justify it as being a Prophet of God) it has, more than any other "profession", been revealed that another psychic has been caught scamming someone....It becomes "public knowledge" so much quicker than any other "caught scam artist" because society in general love to prove / put down / and disregard things they don't understand or believe in........ Therefore, I want to be sure that I say and include everyone who's read my Blog, and that I've read for.......AS MUCH AS EACH OF YOU CONTINUE TO TELL ME HOW MUCH I'VE HELPED YOU WITH MY READINGS, I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW SOMETHING......UNTIL THIS PAST WEEK, ALMOST EVERYONE WHO READ ANYTHING I'D POSTED ELSEWHERE, PUT ME, MY ABILITIES, ETC...DOWN IN WAYS THAT WERE SO HUMILIATING. (One reason I started my own Blogsite)  Yet, all of you, for whatever reason, were led to my site, just all the sudden - ? AND HAVE GIVEN ME SO MUCH MORE THAN I FEEL I COULD HAVE EVER GIVEN YOU.....ENCOURAGEMENT AND HOPE - Thank you - (Now, enough sentimental chatter...I've got readings to finish!)  : )  Stephanie

Friday, October 28, 2011

PAT- E. "EMILY"

Hello Pat.....Let's just get straight to it....... You had general life questions & wanted to connect with your Mom....I was able to bring your mom "in" to give me a lot of insight....Let's start with you first...You wanted to know who inspired you to become the person you are...etc..... (everything highlighted in "blue" has a purpose and you will see/ read that purpose later in your reading)
Your main purpose in life I get for you- or the way you've been conducting your life to date appears to be
surrounded with a lot of worry, anxiety and not being able to sleep because your thoughts are running at one hundred miles an hour. You are working yourself up and becoming incredibly stressed and anxious when, really, none of the things that get you so upset, don't appear to really be complicated issues. You have a tendency to get very worked up about how bad a situation appears, losing sight of what it is really happening and what opportunities are available to you. What is needed here is for you to stop and objectively examine the reality of the situation. Bring yourself back to earth by uncovering your fears and anxieties and working to reduce the impact of those fears and anxieties on your life. Know that it is going to be ok, no matter what.
In fact, I getting that your worry and despair may actually be causing you harm. (physically, mentally and even with your health....I feel the tendency to have panic attacks) The more you worry about something, the more likely it is you will manifest your worst nightmares. In other words...our minds are very powerful and we actually manifest events, things, etc...ourselves when we constantly harp, worry and stress over them.  Do not let this nightmare become your reality! Take a deep breath and realize that life is not as bad as it seems and that the more you worry, the more harm you are doing to yourself.
I'm also getting that this is something you know, to an extent and are already (or thinking about) working on this, or possibly even seeing a professional (counselor, preacher?) to work through this period of worry and depression and are in the early stages of beginning to make a recovery. You may have recently come to the realization that some things are not as bad as you had made it out to be, and you are beginning (or trying) to relax and calm yourself about what was once a terrifying situation.
You may also find that your dreams are very telling at this time. Use a dream journal to help you analyze what is happening at a subconscious level.  There's a website which describes dreams in detail and it's very interesting  www.dreammoods.com

You've had to face many challenges throughout your life, mostly dealing with strength, determination, and power in a manner of gaining control....like above; control over YOU, your fears, your life, kids, etc... and this is telling me it's all "internal strength" you struggle with..... the power of the human spirit to overcome any obstacle. Strength is about knowing that you can endure life’s obstacles by drawing upon your inner strength and confidence. You truly have great stamina and persistence, tempered by an underlying patience and inner calm, yet you've allowed your fears and anxieties to dominate that ability. You know what needs to be done, yet you often lack the inner strength/ability to be focused on what you need to do, and  go about it in a way that demonstrates great composure and maturity.....which in return causes a lot of stress and worry and sometimes immaturity - (sorry) 
You need to try using a compassionate approach. The saying, "You can catch more bees with honey" is similar here as in, You are more likely to achieve your goals, etc....by conducting your affairs by showing love and patience.....Is this making any sense?  You often may find you struggle with giving others space and of being intolerant of their needs; not being "accepting" or very forgiving- and can easily hold a grudge for some time. In doing this, you create a unsafe and untrusting environment where you can't positively influence others. This demonstrates a level of ‘hard’ control, and you need to work on "soft" control, persuading and coaxing others to your way of thinking.
The qualities of inner strength are already in you, waiting to appear once you have mastered all your raw, foundational emotions and when you are ready to move on to the spiritual tasks that lie ahead. That is a good thing, because it's just an obstacle, that with practice and patience, you can achieve this...The main lesson is that emotions must be transcended if spiritual wisdom and intuition are to be awakened. Your inner voice is often drowned out by the constant noise of emotion and preoccupation with fear. Only once you have eliminated these raw emotions can you begin to create the silence you need. So conquer your fears, control your impulses, and never lose patience with yourself or what you are doing. Eventually you will see the wisdom of letting go of your lower self; tame the "inner" beasts within yourself.   This is a time when you need to be very conscious of your instinctual urges and reactions, and bring them into balance with the greater good and meaning in life. This is not a time to act out in rage or in hatred but instead to look at the situation from a place of love and compassion.  I realize, easier said than done.....But it's what needs to happy if you want the chaos to lessen and peace to prevail....and learn to take responsibility for yourself, your actions, and be the master of yourself and YOUR world...Not someone else.  If you are one of those people who find yourself in a place where you feel as though you are able to act impulsively or irrationally, and  blurt out angry comments or negative things to others, stop - count to 10, draw on your God given "inner strength" and then try to tame yourself.  Then, do the opposite..... by offering peace, love, and warmth. You may need to do the same to prevent yourself from leaping out at others and saying some things you might later regret.
 If you have been self-doubting, by obtaining this inner strength you struggle with, it will give you the confidence to fight those doubts. Additionally, Im feeling you feeling worn out and stressed, practicing on calming your self / spirit tells me, undoubtedly -  “Things are going to get better! You are going to find the strength within yourself and within others to keep going!”But now - the work is up to you.  I've given you the knowledge / tools - You have to put it into action.  : )    And rest assured, results and/or other's attitudes may not change re: you, etc...immediately - But I promise....One way or another, you will be recognized or rewarded for your efforts.
You were "gifted" with Inner Strength AS WELL as a person who is able to really rastionize situations and maintain an equal balance, inwardly and outwardly....But somewhere along your life path, everything got topsy turvy and your talent/gift in your life, starting kinda, working against you.  DONT DO THIS TO YOURSELF....YOU HAVE SUCH AWESOME QUALITIES, YET YOU HAVE TOSSED THEM ASIDE, DOING THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT YOU KNOW SHOULD BE DOING!
You always seem to have conflicting interests.  You need to find a way (that inner strength) to bring back  balance that venture with other important areas of life such as family, friends, and even your own physical, mental, and spiritual well-being; It's a balance between opposing desires and interests. Life will always be uncertain, yet if you can produce balance and harmony among all the demands upon you, you will ultimately live happily and in prosperity.
Thus, remember to remain alert, agile and patient as you attempt to juggle your family, your friends, work, finances, health and new challenges. You need to be very clear on your priorities and where you want to invest your time and energy. There is a tendency to be distracted by day-to-day affairs and general busy-ness, so prioritizing your activities and carefully managing your time is essential.
Brings yourself back down to earth and remind yourself to not only focus on your broader life goals but to also make sure your day-to-day affairs are in order. In other words, you may have a hard time prioritizing things and by working on this; good time management and financial management, ensures that your bills are paid on time, that you keep a record of all your appointments and daily commitments, etc. It may sound tedious having to focus your attention on these more mundane issues, while also working on "yourself" at the same time, but sometimes getting on top of your daily affairs is as important as pursuing your broader life goals. More simply put, it's kinda difficult for you to juggle / handle multiple activities / responsibilities at once...Which is where you need to learn to prioritize and simplify..... Choose your battles and let everything go.
If you are unwilling and unable to create some inner strength,peace, and balance within yourself, I definately feel only more problems and difficulties in the future, which create further obstacles which hinder the attainment of what you wish to pursue or obtain in life. The situation may cause, again, undue worry, requiring you to juggle your priorities and manage your time effectively even more so to stay on top of the situation.

Now, all of this represents CHANGE and I get that you also struggle with being able to cope with change, remaining flexible and being adaptable.....So, rather than putting all your eggs in one basket, you may be better to keep two or more things going at once so you have the luxury of choice, should one option fall through. You must stay centred while you stay flexible and keep informed. Look for new possibilities, be open to change and go with the flow as best you can.
It appears to me the your life direction, or how you've currently been conducting your life / day to day activities is possibly based upon a person, but not clear on that.......I think you (or you and this younger person) may have been discussing a creative project or venture; or it's a lingering thought, still in your head, not yet expressed.
Again, I'm hearing that your unconscious mind is also trying to speak to you, possibly through your dreams or through anachronistic encounters with significant people. The message to be taken is that you must be open to the unexpected, occasionally bizarre impulses of the creative spirit and not shut out inspiration simply because it does not fit in with a rational point of view. I see that you're also gifted with a sharp intuition and you may receive messages from your unconscious mind. You may be more inclined to act on a hunch, have a psychic experience, or a connection with one who is psychic... (LOL)  This is a good time to trust your intuition and your gut feeling.  In addition to the good news above, you also may receive a positive message or news from loved ones. You may hear (or have already learned) about the birth or upcoming birth of a child (pregnancy), (grandchild) or an engagement or marriage, a wonderful idea or plan, a new relationship, travel plans, etc. This positive message is unexpected but welcomed, and you are likely to respond to the news or message in an emotional manner. BUT REMEMBER.....Positive, loving emotions.....no more critical behavior, or very little anyway!  : )  Instead of being guided by your head, let your heart and intuition try taking over for a while.  Try being less "stuffy" or opposing and just let some of those burdens fall off....like your ‘inner child’ – youthful, free, creative, intuitive and inspired. In doing this and learning to maintain balance and a greater, softer inner spirit- your imagination is totally free, free to dream wonderful dreams and to create life exactly as YOU choose.  Like I said,  our minds actually create happenings in our life...positive or negative...In allowing yourself to be free of the stress, anger, worry, you're in return bring in a positive renewal of your emotional and creative self to allow that sense of freedom to reappear in your life.
So, now is the time to take a fresh perspective on what you perceive as difficult issues and to approach them with benefit of the doubt, love and compassion. Never stop listening to your intuition and believing in your dreams, yet don't force them on another.  If you cease to dream, then your dreams shall never come true because they do not exist anymore.  Dare to dream and all things become possible.
I know that one thing you were concerned with is who you learned from or who influenced you in become the type of person you are today...this is interesting, because the qualities within the person I see and the way you conduct your life appear to be similar, yet opposite of your desires....I will try to articulate the best that I can what I'm getting.....It's almost as if, you deeply loved this person, but swore you'd never become them....and perhaps this is one of your deepest fears and worries that plague you daily....and it's only because you ALLOW IT TO....WE ARE WHO WE WANT TO BE - NOT WHAT WE FEEL WE HAVE TO BE...
I am seeing like a curtain behind a person. This curtain represents "hidden" forces of negativity that constrain you and that trick you into thinking you are imprisoned by external forces ultimately out of your control.   This is one VERY important reason for you to enable much needed inner strength, because what your feeling is an inner force.  When this is a negative force, it brings forth fears, addictions, and other harmful impulses. It is a great master of deception and creates the illusion that you are involuntarily bound to them or they're way of behaving....likes it's something that's inherited and out of your control. However, you must always remember that each of us are individuals, given life by GOD, being born through our parents (mothers) and we each are given at that time FREE WILL.....So, there really are no chains that bind you here - You've in a sense, freely given over that will and just accepted this fate....when in reality, this person's influences and/or believe system has actually got you convinced that it's just inevitable.....like you are feeling stuck or restricted in your life, believing that you are being controlled by external forces when in fact you have created your own chains of imprisonment and powerlessness with a sense of hopelessness. You feel despair and have a pessimistic view of life because you feel that so much is outside of your control. You fear the worst, and this means that your fears have a hold over you and prevent you from leading a more fulfilling and optimistic life.  I've already told you HOW to overcome everything restricting you and creating so much chaos.....Those same tools are what will ultimately free you from this as well.   You can and should (if you choose) always love and remember this person....but  Know that you have the power within to free yourself from the bondage of this person and be your own person....which I see is a damn good lady - 
In addition, when I see this in a person, I also see actual addictions and dependencies in your life, or that were in the life of the person who has this influential hold over you.....such as alcoholism, drug-taking, unhealthy relationships, over-spending and the like. Its as if the need for something and a willingness to go against what is known to be right and true in order to obtain it. If this is YOU, break free of these negative patterns of behavior, again, by acknowledging the hold that they have over you and the negative impact they are having on your life. Often they are behaviors that are immediately gratifying but which cause longer-term damage to your inner fulfillment.In return, lead you to where you are now.
More generally, I've seen a great tendency for you to be OCD -  becoming obsessed and hell-bent on a particular idea, situation or endeavor. You are over-investing yourself in one area at the expense of other areas of your life.  You may have become so fixated on something(s), and that too shows you have forgotten the importance of investing in your relationships or yourself. Your value has nothing to do with how much you earn or how much you own and will or have created an unhealthy bond with these materialistic desires and again, allows your free will to be controlled by this bondage.
SO PRETTY MUCH, EVERYTHING IM HEARING, SEEING, GETTING, ETC...ALL IS "MENTAL" ISSUES WITH YOU, WHICH IS REALLY A GOOD THING....THE MIND IS CAPABLE OF GREAT THINGS.....YOU KNOW THIS.  OLD BEHAVIOR'S ARE HARD TO CHANGE, BUT IN YOUR CASE, YOU CAN AND WILL DO THIS.....TAKE THE STEPS NECESSARY, AND THE REST IS GOING TO FALL INTO PLACE AND BRING YOU BACK INTO A PLACE WITHIN YOURSELF YOU'VE BEEN BEFORE, BUT LOSE..NO ONE HAS POWER OF YOU, BUT YOU, PERIOD TAKE BACK THE CONTROL.
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Next, i THINK YOU ALREADY KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT AND WHO HELPED ME IN YOUR PERSONAL READING.....But, I'll give you the "medium" portion of your reading now...Your Mom.
FIRST, SHE REVEALED THAT SHE REVEALED SO MUCH OF YOUR NEGATIVE ASPECTS, BUT SHE WAS A VERY NEG. PERSON & SHE DESIRES MORE, BETTER FOR YOU.  YOU ARE NOT YOUR MOTHER.   THAT'S HER MAIN MESSAGE TO YOU.
I got that she spent her life, wishing for everything, but getting nothing - in her eyes.  Never satisfied. Never enough.  She had very unrealistic expectations of everything; herself, her family, dreams, just in life in general.
She "expected" that all these things should just manifest with little input or action.  she was always missing
 something missing deep down, and the inner fulfillment was never present. (SOUND FAMILIAR?)  She was always disappointed due to imperfections and mistakes, smugness, overindulgence, greed, superficial or materialistic values, shallowness, gluttony, and excessive preoccupation (OCD) with gratifying her own desires, often times at the expense of the needs of others. She lacked moderation in all things, over indulging in all things.
She knew, without regard of how her behavior impacting others, and are often found gloating or boasting about successes (whether true or not) while others are suffering.
She appeared to face many challenges,always - she had no organizational skills and always seeked short term satisfaction; never long-term goals and prioritizing what is important.  Deep down, like you, she knew what she should be doing and what she "really" wanted to achieve....yet,it may have all just been so overwhelming and without prioritizing skills, it seemed that she want so many things but no ability to really reason and thought to make them a reality.  She took many, if not all things for granted and overlooked the things that mattered most. she was always neg. and depressed and inflicted these attitudes toward everyone around her, because it was easier than taking responsibility for herself and actions.
When it came to her life and financial issues, she is telling me to just simply have you read what I high lighted in blue above - period.  (so, now that you've re-read the "blue" highlights above, I get that she was pre-occupied with money, and it caused much grief, worry and stress...again, unrealistic views.....
She showing me that she really did love her family and had a love for a not so loveable man. (Your father?) She doesn't say......She just describes him as a man with an over-use and abuse of authoritative power.He was often incredibly domineering and rigid in his thinking. You also get some of this from this person..Yet, she actually refers to him as being an insecure man throwing his weight around who has a need for control. He often made you all feel powerless...(DOES THIS SOUND FAMILIAR ALSO) .
In addition, she says that currently, you are also dealing with this type of person and you are now ready to embrace something new....(inner strength)      You want to free yourself from the routine and the structures that have permeated your life and held you back. You want to provide yourself with greater freedom to explore your creativity, rather than getting bogged down in the detail and the routine.
Whether this is a spouse, or someone very close....they've  become over-bearing, possessive, dominating and authoritative. Wanting someone  to take care of you and provide a stable foundation for the future, it has gone too far now and you feel as though much of your independence and freedom have been taken away. Your partner has become stubborn, rules-based, argumentative and highly structured. This is putting strain on the relationship and preventing a creative flow of energies to flow between you. He/she feels benevolently toward you but has inflexible expectations of you. 
And finally, asked her to show/tell me what she disliked the most and or regretted in life.....And she said there were so many things...but mostly it was SELF DOUBT...Her self doubt created everything else she did...
feeling negatively about herself...a failure as a wife, mother and person...AND MOST IMPORTANTLY HOW SHE FAILED HER CHILD(REN)   She said if she could give you any gift in the world right now it would be the confidence she and you now lack, and the much needed support and recognition you deserved then and now to pick you up and give you strength again. She wants you to know, despite what you may think, she was always proud of you even though she didn't often say so.  She was selfish and self absorbed and when not trying to please herself, she was giving into the demands of a man.  She said she lacked in the worst way, exactly what you are dealing with / poses a great challenge in you.....inner strength and spirit.  She's finally at peace, and only wishes that she'd created an environment for you which brought you peace as an adult in life.  But she also reemphasises,,,,,,you can still obtain everything she desired, positively. 

I hope that in some way, this helps?  It just kinda ended here and she felt as though there wasn't really much more to say.  I hope that I'm not off on this reading or hurtful.  It's actually a very good insight and hopefully helpful.  Peace.....  Let me know how I did.... Oh, and be sure that you don't instill these behaviors in your child(ren), please.....Cycles stop when we stop them........



Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Since I have been doing all of these readings...I thought I would post MY TAROT, HORISCOPE, etc..for the day

Hi Stephanie! Here is your Daily Horoscope for Wednesday, October 26
You feel like you're on stage for at least part of the day -- make sure that you find some new way to back off or you might end up too stressed out for words. Things get better soon, though! Your career is most likely your main focus today as the potent Scorpio New Moon spotlights your 10th House of Public Status. You are wise to seriously consider your options prior to initiating any new plans because spending energy on a project that distracts you from your real goals is a waste of time. Trust your intuition now; it will steer you in the right direction.(HUMMM? I can give the world a reading and advise.....just not myself...Does the mean, that somehow, what I am doing in these reading should/could be my "career"???)
Hi Stephanie! Here is your Daily WorkScope for Wednesday, October 26
The majority of your achievements today will be invisible to others. This does not lessen their significance. Allow yourself to wax philosophical, and your subconscious will lay the groundwork for future advances.
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Stephanie Renee Almaguer: current chartwheel

Welcome to Your Daily Forecast for Oct 27, 2011



aquarius
Your Birth Date: 01/25/1969 Click Here!

Nice and Easy



Venus Trine Venus



October 27, 2011 to October 27, 2011



The graph for Venus Trine Venus


With very little effort, you'll be the star of the show. And make no mistake about it -- the spotlight will most definitely be shining on you. Before you even think about leaving the house, make sure you're dressed and done up perfectly. After all, your public is waiting.  HOW FREAKIN HILARIOUS!)



Hi Stephanie! Here is your Daily Tarot Card for Wednesday, October 26



"The Queen of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in liberation. I radiate or communicate personal power, passion, and allure and am not dragged down by trends. I have a bold magical flair and a spirit of innovation and pride. I am secure in my identity or performance and thrive on creating, designing or fostering new or equal opportunities for aesthetic or personal growth, expression or awareness. I am empowered with gratitude, attention and reputation to go beyond the call and I transform through exploring or initiating change."


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Sunday, October 23, 2011

STEVEN KOECHER - Missing

(please respond to my reading and how I did) Thanks

First - You said he was last seen near LasVegas, NV......I don't think he was from there....just visiting.
I feel as though Police found some of his items either in a car or hotel, but not his items he's normally carry on him, like a cell, wallet, etc....He appears to have been a handsome and kind man, but dealing with a lot of struggles, mostly finances -
His trip to LV seems to have not really been planned out very well and it seems like someone from his past, either a relationship gone bad, or a business deal gone bad - contacted him?? and had a proposal on the table and he was "lured" to the Vegas area, deceitfully....either by someone wanting to reconcile a relationship and bring peace, or someone with another business proposal....but I don't think it was for an actual job interview, or anything like that because once he was reported missing, I think that the person he was to interview with would have come forward.....NO,   I think it would be very important to review ex's in either relationships or business dealings that went sour...I believe this is a women.  The motive here is revenge. and it's all secretive.  The person luring him, is responsible for his disappearance.  I think he is NorthEast of his last known location and it's an Isolated / deserted area.  I see / hear a BIG Rock..."boulder"?  I think his phone was separated from his sim card...phone discarded to never be found and sim card eventually destroyed.  I see him in jeans and a light colored, button up type shirt - light hair and complexion...and the person he was secretly meeting reminded me of him.   I picked up the name Michael......and saw a Nissan Sentra type of car.  The person involved is selfish and self centered - full of revenge and uses deceit and underhanded methods to get projects done.  Obsessed with money and power....perhaps he backed out of a deal and lost her money?  I don't know.  But this is a good angle, perhaps to pursue?  I see him in the desert - North east of his last known location.....maybe 5-10 miles. I see a BIG rock...so maybe this barren, deserted area is also filled with large Rocks.... But he did go to meet someone....someone he knew who promised great things and then had opposite intentions...I am sorry to say... : (   He wasn't running and had every intention to go home and resume life, hopefully with a new outlook.... I will leave the remaining details of what happened to him out of this public reading for now and if the family would like to speak with me, please give them my info.  I don't know how right I am, but I hope I'm close enough to develop another lead....???  God Willing.  I wish nothing but the best.  I'm not sure he was originally from, but I really believe he was a genuinely good guy - and trusted too much.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Stephanie Almaguer - Mother, Wife, Sister, Daughter, and Human.....: Ghost caught on film during a psychic reading....Amazing! By Stephanie Almaguer

Stephanie Almaguer - Mother, Wife, Sister, Daughter, and Human.....: Ghost caught on film during a psychic reading....Amazing! By Stephanie Almaguer

Ghost caught on film during a psychic reading....Amazing! By Stephanie Almaguer


(The large, "highlighted" looking image in the corner is MY pasted copy onto the original photo of the "face", made larger so that it can be seen....the actual "face" is right to the right of the pasted, large image and blends in to the wall)  When you watch the video....you will see what I am talking about.  THIS IS REAL, NO BS)

OK- This is very interesting......The email below is for anyone who may have equipment much more technical and/or sophisticated than I have....which is only a phone video camera and a 15 yr old computer that moves at the speed of a turtle!......I sent an email to several individuals re: my desire to take "my gift" into the world of Reality Television.... or any entertainment type of industry....which is one reason I filmed a "live psychic / medium reading" I did..... I never imagined what I would see in the footage once I downloaded it to you tube........
Now, whatever your take is on mediums / psychics / intuitives is your opinion......BUT, I do readings and THINK I am able to connect with spirits....My children can do this also, they "see" them around the house, but unlike me, they don't "communicate" with them....I decided to film a live reading with a lady I hadn't met before, but she knew my daughters (kinda) because she has a son their age. Anyway, my daughter's told her I was "psychic" and she asked them -to ask me- if I'd "read" for her....I agreed, using it as an opportunity to finally get a "reading" on film to serve a "dream" of mine.....I did the reading at my house in the living room.
After the reading (which I had to video with my phone) I downloaded it, cut out unimportant parts and then published it to You Tube...... After reviewing the footage, we saw a weird shadow shoot from one corner of the ceiling and across the room.  We tried every way possible to recreate the shadow/movement and couldn't....(there's also a loud, tapping noise on like...I think the speaker? of the phone....I was BARLEY able to get the phone to lean against a picture on a table without falling.....had someone of tapped on the speaker, it would have fallen???)   ANYWAY.....After several attempts to pause the video as the shadow thing sped across the room, I got an image.......I want your opinion.  The weird thing is, after it went across the room, I began getting a lot of information from "spirit"...very accurate, specific information that I had absolutely no knowledge of....AND the person I was reading for became hot, ancy, nauseated, and just kept moving.....very uncomfortable looking etc.....just all too weird.  If you can't "debunk" this...I think it's awesome proof not only that spirits do exits, but that what I do is real also.  (In the photo attached, I copied the area that looked like a face to me, magnified it, and then pasted back onto the original photo....I also highlighted what I believed the path was the "spirit" traveled.......I look forward to hearing back from someone very soon with some kind of answer???  Thank you for your time.  The actual video can be seen at:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6_Et6V7Wfo
The reading is very long and drawn out and even boring at times....that's because it's a REAL reading....not "acting" for entertainment purposes.....It's a mixture of me connecting with spirit's (that's the "interesting" portions) and then some tarot card reading....which is more boring to an outsider, because it's advise / info. specific to the person I am reading for.....

Stephanie Almaguer
"It isn't what you have, who you are, where you are, or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy, it is what you think about.”
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Friday, October 14, 2011

LISA IRWIN- My map and timeline of events

*I believe Lisa was found, deceased in the bathtub about 10:30? That’s where Deborah’s initial 10:30pm comment came from re: the last time she saw her – always...(lies mixed with truths) She was removed, placed on the carpet where the dog picked up a scent, and “someone” tried to revive her, unsuccessfully.  I think she laid in that spot, while plans were made in what to do.  I possibly even believe that prior to actually leaving the house with Lisa, “someone” left in a vehicle (possibly even with a shovel, AND a change of clothing to leave at the location… but not sure…) found a location and worked it all out – then returned to the house. My “thoughts” does explain the 12:15 sighting and then “a man” exiting the woods caught on video at 2:30ish, which is soon after the call was placed re: a Trash Dumpster was on fire…which burnt clothes were found…I believe to remove any smell of Lisa – At that point, they called from DEBORAHS cell phone and said they were finished, etc…(see below)  My scenario does not explain 4am sighting of man with Lisa?

A-      A- Baby Lisa’s House – walked with Lisa AND cell phones (except left their own phone with Deb) to “B” sometime after midnight (5-10 min walk)
B-       B- Point of entry into woods was on this street, Brighton.  I believe you can enter 2nd section of woods this was also?? You would just have to cross 2 streets (spent about an hour + inside woods; walking to exact location, disposal (Lisa only) (I sicken even saying that) changing clothes etc…. Then walk through the woods to “C” (another 20? min walk)
C-      C- Apartments / Dumpster arrive – 2am -where burnt clothing found (spent less than 5 mins. Here) AND  with all phones, from here to point “D” …. (another 20 min walk from dumpster to where they were saw at 2:30ish exiting the woods. (fire reported at 2:19, probably started 10 mins. Before that)
D-      D- Location seen on video of man exiting woods 2:30ish am, and then DEBS phone shows “activity” at aprox. 2:38 (everyone’s assuming it was a call) But I am feeling it was a TEXT to his OWN cell phone, which was left with Deb (look at your phone records…it will show you made a text, but not to who) indicating #1-job was finished, & possibly even to come and pick them up and take them home?? Not sure on that? BUT 2nd , I think to throw Police “off” on location – (appearing that Lisa was taken off into a Northern direction & she wasn’t.  Police (I believe) know a text was sent, and by pings, the location it was sent from, but not to who or what it said……A phone call would’ve given Police a receiving number…that didn’t happen -
************I believe Lisa is somewhere in between (a ‘box’ area) Lister, Parvin, I435, & 210 & the phones are elsewhere - HOWEVER, I’m even willing to consider, that if placed in the river, it was where Brighton & the River meet
THIS CONCLUSION DOES NOT INCLUDE ANYONE SPOTTING A MAN WITH LISA AT 4:00AM, HOWEVER.....3 MILES NORTH OF POINT "D".......AND I  K N O W   THIS IS GOING TO SOUND EVEN CRAZIER - BUT, WHAT IF THE TWO INVOLVED   W A N T E D   SOMEONE TO SEE A "MYSTERIOUS" MAN W/A BABY AT 4AM, WHICH WOULD "PROVE" LISA/JEREMY ETC. HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT BECAUSE THEY WERE HOME FIXING TO CALL 911.....SO, THE PERSON WHO WAS HELPING, LIVED NEAR THAT AREA? AND WALKED IN PUBLIC WITH A NAKED DOLL.... I'VE BEEN SO HESITANT TO EVEN SAY THAT BECAUSE OF HOW INSANE IT SOUNDS, BUT AT THIS POINT, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE..?  FYI- THAT'S NOT A PSYCHIC THING (I DON'T THINK?) IT JUST POPPED IN MY HEAD AS A WAY TO PLACE A MAN WITH A BABY SEEN AWAY FROM THE HOUSE AT THE SAME TIME 911 WAS CALLED, THROWING POLICE ETC...OFF TRACK.  HECK, IDK - IT WOULD BE PRETTY SMART, AS LONG AS HE WAS SEEN - FROM A REASONABLE DISTANCE - AND THEN WENT STRAIGHT HOME......AND DIDN'T PARADE AROUND FOR HOURS - 

OK- I've added some more maps here......First, below is a small map showing a 5 mile radius around the home......
BUT - because I originally "got" Lisa was North, East, / NorthEast, and don't believe there was no travel beyond the river.......that they walked........and include the times reports were given by eye witnesses (reliable or not) AND the time a call was made from Debs phone (2:38am), Below is an enlarged map or more probable locations which fit walking time frames and the few other things that have been reported....
A - is Baby Lisa's house (sightings of man with baby in diaper only: 12:15am on Lister & 1:00am near Chelsea) and C - is one possible River location (Walk time from A to C= 15-20 mins....arriving there about 1:30am) and D - is dumpster Fire - (aprox walk time is again 15-20 mins - having to arive there about 2:00am - Set fire, make sure it's "gonna burn" and then leave before call reported at 2:19am)  E - is the aprox. area of man exiting woods on video at 2:30am (call made right after this at 2:38am from Deb. phone to "unknown female" and then including the 4am sighting.....is the F location (45 min walk time, putting him in that location around 3:30am, if he walked straight there......a little before the man reported seeing the man w/baby @ 4am.........**Note, there at the 4am sighting are a set of Apartment Complexes..... possible location of our male's residence????  Just a thought......

NOW THAT YOU'VE SEEN THIS MAP - AND HOW THIS ONE, AND EVEN MINE WITH THE WOODED AREAS 2 MAPS UP COULD EASILY FIT, TIME WISE, IN ACCORDING TO WALKING DISTANCE/TIME, SIGHTINGS, ETC.... I'VE GOT A VERY GOOD POINT AND  SOMETHING TO CONSIDER........W H O    IN THE  H.E.double L   would risk walking around with a "REAL" DEAD BABY?  IMO, no one!!!   I believe, that if we take Deborah's statements, and facts that have been proven, incorporate mine and even other psychic/medium readings indicating that Baby Lisa is in fact deceased and that it did happen in the home (regardless of how each of us believe it happened or even where that poor baby is now) we have a very different, realistic scenario.......
FIRST, Deb gives a time of last seeing Lisa / putting her to "sleep" at 10:30pm; only to change her time closer to 7:00pm (BIG DIFFERENCE!)  We KNOW she was at the store with a male (she says her brother) around 5:00pm buying wine, DIAPERS, and WIPES......Jeremy indicated that he was home w/all 3 kids while she was at the store....so we know he doesn't work 12 hour shifts.....so if he arrived home at 4am....Let's assume he left work around 3:30-3:45..Let's just say his work hours were 7pm - 3am and he worked some overtime....who knows....OR he works 10 hour shifts and worked from 5:30 to 3:30am or even 6pm - 4pm...(more plausible) indicating that he left for work as soon as Deb returned from the store......So, Deb and "someone" start drinking wine around 6:00....Lisa's fussy cause she doesn't feel well....Deb tries lying her down (6:40ish) but it's so early, she won't sleep.....Sometime between then....and say 7:30, she gives her medicine to relieve her symptoms and also make her sleepy.....and puts her in the bathtub to play (babysit / keep her happy.....sticking to my beliefs that Lisa drowned) so Deb can continue her activities.  Older Boys...probably in room playing video games, whatever.....It's dark outside now too........Deb continues drinking with friend and sometime between.....well say.....8pm-9pm, Deb either remembers or one of the boys find - (either way) Lisa lying in the bathtub, asleep......She's removed from the bathtub and placed on the carpet beside Deb's bed (boys told to go to room or during the chaos, if they didn't know what was going on, to stay in their room) In any case - Efforts are made to revive Lisa, unsuccessfully..... LOTS of chaos and freaking out going on......While they're debating how to handle what's happened, Lisa remains on the floor, with a blanket, as if she's sleeping to anyone (the boys?) who may see her.....The boys are told at some point, go to bed. After concluding that Deb (if not both people) could be in serious trouble, not to mention what it would do to her marriage, her other kids, etc.....there was just NO way she was calling 911 - and the planning began on how to handle/stage the abduction - and even how to throw off the police, neighbors, Jeremy, etc....by making phone calls from locations with Debs phone....be spotted around with a man and baby, etc.....All elaborate plans........SO- everything's worked out on what and how they will do what - While Baby Lisa has been "sleeping" on the carpet next to Debs bed for about 2 hours....
http://www.independent.co.uk/news/science/the-csi-death-dogs-sniffing-out-the-truth-behind-the-crimescene-canines-835047.html
"......One of the questions surrounding human cadaver dogs is how soon after death they can recognize a corpse, and how long a "fresh" corpse must remain in one place for a dog to detect that it has been there. In a study published last year, the forensic pathologist Lars Oesterhelweg, then at the University of Bern in Switzerland, and colleagues tested the ability of three Hamburg State Police cadaver dogs to pick out – of a line-up of six new carpet squares – the one that had been exposed for no more than 10 minutes to a recently deceased person.
Several squares had been placed beneath a clothed corpse within three hours of death, when some organs and many cells of the human body are still functioning. Over the next month, the dogs did hundreds of trials in which they signaled the contaminated square with 98 per cent accuracy....... The research concluded that cadaver dogs were an "outstanding tool" for crime-scene investigation......"
SO- Now we go with Deb's time, initially given of the last time she saw Baby Lisa - around 10:30 - I believe she was taken away from the house then......While he was gone, DEB made sure she got everything ready, cleaned, etc...and when the male finished, he returned to complete the plan that was made  to conceal / deceive everyone in time, etc..... Which is when he left the residence with a human size "doll", a back pack with diapers, wipes, and a fresh change of clothes, and maybe even baby clothing, and all the cell phones - (this way, even if someone questioned him - he wasn't doing anything wrong.....he only had a baby doll....right?  he may be weird, but not "criminal")  He was first seen around 12:15 when he left the residence........(A) on map...Heading toward Chouetau abandon house and woods to dispose of back pack with diapers and wipes and even some older, soiled diapers from trash which would have Lisa's smell?? (15 min walk...10 mins to dispose and then 15 min walk back, cutting through streets near Chelsea, where he was again spotted, "man with baby" around 1:00am..... I think this sighting, for some reason detoured him and he returned to the house.......telling Deb that he's being seen too much in the neighborhood with baby, etc...after discussing and arguing about it with DEB (commotion boys could have heard, one of them waking and possibly going into Lisa's bed) He got a bag of some sort to put the baby in (concealing it from anyone else, until HE wanted to be seen with it, away from the house....otherwise, there would have been more sightings of a man and a baby walking....Don't you think?) And he left again around 1:30 ish ....and headed towards trash dumpster (walk time 10 mins, arriving a little before 2am - before setting fire, he changed clothing? in wooded area behind dumpster, whatever??  and at about 2am - a little after, disposed of clothing, etc....(not cell phones) and set them on fire, completely....and then headed towards location man was spotted on video with baby in bag/sack.....making a call from DEBS phone at 2:38, and then heading towards last seen location, probably hiding cell phones / destroying them somewhere in between.........being seen one last time with baby.......and then destroying, hiding, burying, ? it - and going home - While Lisa and Jeremy are home, looking for Lisa and ultimately calling 911.   MAP BELOW - 

ok- lady who got phone call - Megan Wright..... She's lying through her teeth...trust me....She knows who called - And if I had the money to bet, I'd bet it was her, now, EX BF..... Below is a map of the 4am location and then right up the street, is MEGANS HOUSE (B)  If on foot, you can actually follow NE 48th all the way to her house...it will dead end, into some woods, with water/lake back there... and you can cut through all that....(Notice I said "dead end"......with woods behind it......and water)  Check out my Original postings...I think my first one posted on Oct. 4th)  Check out maps below....
Look how NE 48th dead ends and you can cut through on foot to Megans house...and heres the kicker...I also said it was NORTH EAST.....That's NORTH EAST 48th..... I may be getting excited to prematurely....BUT what a coincidence. AND the house Megan lives in is also NE...but heres the kicker...I said my dead end would have a brown utility pole also...Look below at the street view of the dead end........Doesn't mean Lisa's here....But, could be leading us to who's responsible and can shed some light?  This is amazing, IMO....
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