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Friday, August 31, 2012

To Those Who "Follow" My Blog By: Stephanie Almaguer

To all of you who have faithfully followed my missing person Blog, I say Thank you.  It means more to me to have your support than you will ever know.   Because of the request for readings I get on a "personal" level, I found that it was necessary to separate the two subjects....One blog for the missing and another for personal readings.   I ask, if you will, please take a moment and also SUBSCRIBE to my new blog and share it with all your friends, family, contacts, FB, twitter, etc...You can also SUBSCRIBE to it by EMAIL and receive updates, monthly newsletter's/insight, and much more!   I've also a new link (blog page) which gives out my twitter info and other important sites which I ask you to also follow and share. It's labeled "FOLLOW ME Socially" When it comes to the missing, I believe we can never share too much.  Thank you and may God and Karma bless you x's 20 for your generosity and support. ~ Stephanie
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Friday, August 17, 2012

Imani Jordon - 12 yrs old - Missing - Bronx, NY By: Stephanie Almaguer

Photo: Imani Jordan - Missing - Bronx Aug 16 2012

Police are searching for a 12-year-old girl who disappeared from The Bronx Thursday afternoon. 
Imani Jordan was last seen about 3 p.m. Thursday at Hillman Ave., police said.
Police described Jordan as 5-foot-7, 115 pounds, with brown eyes and black hair. She was wearing a brown bandana, black tank top, black jeans and brown shoes, police said.

Anyone with information is asked to call Crime Stoppers at (800) 577-TIPS (8477). The public can also submit their tips by logging onto Crime Stoppers' website at www.nypdcrimestoppers.com or by texting their tips to CRIMES (274637), then entering TIP577.

Read more: http://www.dnainfo.com/new-york/20120817/kingsbridge-heights/police-seek-missing-12-year-old-bronx-girl#ixzz240VwMEGi
Imani Jordan - Missing - Bronx Aug 16 2012

Police are searching for a 12-year-old girl who disappeared from The Bronx Thursday afternoon. 
Imani Jordan was last seen about 3 p.m. Thursday at Hillman Ave., police said.
Police described Jordan as 5-foot-7, 115 pounds, with brown eyes and black hair. She was wearing a brown bandana, black tank top, black jeans and brown shoes, police said.

Anyone with information is asked to call Crime Stoppers at (800) 577-TIPS (8477). The public can also submit their tips by logging onto Crime Stoppers' website atwww.nypdcrimestoppers.com or by texting their tips to CRIMES (274637), then entering TIP577.

Read more: http://www.dnainfo.com/new-york/20120817/kingsbridge-heights/police-seek-missing-12-year-old-bronx-girl#ixzz240VwMEGi

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Sighhhh :(
My First thought Re: Imani is that she ran off / ran away with a very wrong crowd.....& then I felt as though something bad / unexpected happened.....Not sure....But here's what clues I got doing psychic/medium (Clairvoyant- "seeing")



Here's the Tarot Portion:



FIRST- Preliminary Summary..........




Sunday, August 5, 2012

MISSING - Sam Houston Univeristy Student - THOMAS MURRAY By: Stephanie Almaguer


I was asked on  my missing person’s FB PAGE  to do SEVERAL readings on some missing person’s…..this is one of them.

CIRCUMSTANCES GIVEN TO ME SURROUNDING THEIR DISAPEARENCE: 


 
         Susan Meyer  shared a link

Investigators now suspect foul play in the disappearance of a 23-year-old Sam Houston State University student who vanished from a sports bar in 2011.



                                       



REMEMBER….WHAT I’M LENDING IS NOT NECESARRILY HIS LOCATION, BUT HOPEFULLY SOME FACTS SURROUNDING WHAT MAY HAVE HAPPENED, By pulling the Tarot and asking some basic "fact-finding" questions:  WHO, WHAT, WHY, WHERE, WHEN, HOW.....

WHO (Not necessarily WHO is responsible, but could be WHO’S idea?? WHO’S “Involved” etc…):  The Eight of Swords reflects someone feeling trapped by their own thoughts and perspectives.   The woman (person) pictured in this card is blindfolded and bound, trapping her into thinking they have no way out. However, if only they could remove the blindfold and change their thinking, they'd see they do indeed have options. So, the Eight of Swords as in WHO, MAY BE SUGGESTIVE OF SOMEONE OR EVEN THE YOUNG MISSING MAN HIMSELF, WHO FELT THE FEELINGS ASSOCIATED WITH THIS CARD.......If this card had of landed in a position within another reading and I was giving someone advise, I'd suggests that they need to look at a difficult situation from a new angle, drawing upon their intellectual AND emotional self  to determine the best path forward,.....And, one that avoids any possible victimization or restriction.
In addition, The Eight of Swords is shows a time when "someone" shouldn't make any important decisions because their thinking has been limited and constrained by self-imposed boundaries, struggling to see a situation for what it is and have been lead to believe certain things that may or may not be true. There are choices available but first one must be within the right mindset to know which option to choose. This means releasing the bindings and the blindfold to see the situation from a different, less imposing angle. There may also be too many ideas running through this person's head, thus it is best to wait until they feel more secure and certain about a situation before making important decisions and taking action.
The person pictured in the Eight of Swords is often seen as powerless. They've surrendered power to an unknown entity, thus rendering them self completely powerless, becoming the victim and is now waiting to be rescued.   It's also very possible that WHOever this card may be referring to, has in fact realized all of this & began taking back their power and personal accountability, opening their eyes to the options right in front of them.  They may have finally had enough, removed the "restraints" and let go of their "victim" attitude. 
Eights, in general- represents the consequences we're facing by our own actions.....In other words.....For example, "Despite the fact that one may have boxed them self into a corner, there is a way out. The solution is simply to deal with the situation in the most direct yet tactful manner possible, and face their choice with inner strength. It is time to be honest within them self and others in order to be free of the burden of fear or guilt that is implied with the Eight of Swords."   Even though their interests may be opposed by other people, and this may create restrictions to what it is they're wanting to achieve, this card represents taking back your power to realize that they have options whether others oppose or not.   We're looking at one WHO either was constrained or had recently took back power in order to no longer be constrained by their way of thinking or rules.  In addition, I believe that this WHO may be someone close to our missing student, and in fact, may have had issues with him because of a false belief, lies, gossip, etc.....
WHAT:    The Page of Pentacles is a card of dreams and the desire to manifest those dreams in the material world.   Perhaps, WHAT LED TO THIS YOUNG MANS DISAPPEARANCE was his overwhelming desire to achieve his goals/dreams etc....at whatever cost, DESPITE OPPOSING OPINIONS, THOUGHTS, OR COMPETING INTEREST WITHIN A PROJECT.....??  Perhaps there were some kind of competing interest between the student who's missing (Thomas) and another student, who was supposidly his friend....perhaps there's a girl involved?  I don't know....   This card in itself is very inspiring, but if taken into the context of the reading and the question I've asked - well, this is how I've come to that possibility...For, this card shows one engaged in a new project such as a hobby, business venture, or the beginning of a new educational experience.   In any case, the Page is a sign of enthusiasm and desire, focused around a goal or a ‘dream’. The card does not indicate the fulfillment of dreams as much as the initial motivation and energy to begin the process of creating those dreams in reality....requiring one to keep their feet firmly planted on the ground and not getting carried away with more ideas and concepts but rather being focused on what is realistic and achievable.   The reason as to WHY that I gave above is the only reason I can conceive, given this card....as to WHAT MAY HAVE HAPPENED OR WHAT TRANSPIRED WHICH LED TO THE EVENTS......... A building tension - conflict....which has to do with something perhaps someone else was also trying to achieve / obtain (a goal of sorts) and maybe they lost out on an opportunity to Thomas....I don't know, again - just a thought within this cards meanings....Those closest to Thomas would know if this were true or going on in his life.....maybe?   Maybe...just maybe this card is representing someone else altogether, and Thomas simply posed a threat of some kind to this goal orienated person and/or saw Thomas as a rival of sorts......"jelously"  Many possible answers, but I believe when the case is solved, we will see how this all fits in.
WHY:     The Four of Wands reversed suggests there is a lack of harmony or a breakdown in communication in the family or home. There may be tension between family members or loved ones and they're finding them self getting caught up in other people’s concerns and relationship problems. This may have left them feeling uncertain about their own relationships and what/who they can and cannot depend on. Whatever the issue, this card, reversed shows one going through a period of transition in their family and/or home life and feeling some tension as a result.
Similarly, they may find their home situation becomes increasingly unstable. There may be an external threat to the peace and happiness once had in their home, which may have actually led them to leave home (relocate) (I have no idea of this student's "living" arrangments....if he lived at home, or on his own at the college or in an apartment...?) Either way, this kinda explains the WHAT.....as in determination to learn and achieve goals at whatever cost....and now maybe we undertand WHY.....YET, THIS LEADS MY MIND  EVEN MORE INTO THE REALM OF THINKING THAT HE KNEW THE ONE "WHO" CAUSED HIS DISAPPEARANCE, AND THEY WERE VERY CLOSLEY RELATED TO HIS HOME AND/OR FAMILY LIFE SOMEHOW.....BUT, I'M NEVER 100%......THAT BEING SAID....AS FAR AS "HOME", IF HE LIVED ON HIS OWN, THEN WE MUST CONSIDER ANYONE HE MAY HAVE LIVED WITH....        A N D .......PERHAPS IF NOT EXTREMELY "CLOSE" TO THOMAS......ABOVE WE HAVE THE WORDS "EXTERNAL THREAT" WHICH POINTS TO SOMEONE OUTSIDE OF THE HOME, BUT STILL ASSOCIATED WITH IT SOMEHOW, SUCH AS A FRIEND OF A FRIEND (HIS ROOM ATES FRIEND, ETC....)  WHATEVER THE DISRUPTION, I'M HOLDING TO THE FACT THAT IT'S CLOSELY RELATED TO ONE HE LIVED WITH OR ONCE LIVED WITH.....AND DESPITE THIS, HE CONTINUED FORWARDED ON HIS PATH TO SUCCESS, DESPITE OPPOSING FACTOR'S........????
WHEN:    The Five of Swords sees A TIME WHEN ONE MAY HAVE BEEN engaging in conflict or  disagreeing with others, leading to tension and hostility. (FIT'S IN WITH THE OTHER CARDS....) HOWEVER, Despite thinking they'd perhaps won the argument or conflict, for now, this cards shows that they may still end up the loser because they may have hurt or annoyed others and subsequently isolated their self & even try to pick up the pieces, acting as if the conflict is now in the past but others have now lost faith in them and do not want to be around them. This might be one of those times when one may feel like everyone is against them, losing some friends.   (THIS LEADS ME TO "SEE" IN MIND.....THOMAS IN CONFLICT WITH SOMEONE, AND IT TURNS VERY UGLY....AT WHICH POINT, ACCORDING TO THE CARDS, HE SEPERATES HIMSELF FROM THESE "FRIENDS"...THINKING HE WAS MOVING AWAY FROM THE SITUATION) iN ADDITION, Arrogance and pride often go hand-in-hand with a difficult triumph such as this, and THIS CARD IS TO REMIND ONE THEY must be careful not to think you are invincible.    They may have overcome a challenge, positively or negatively - & they may or may not have the right to feel proud .....BUT,  ONE THING THIS CARD WARNS:   KNOW THAT THERE WILL BE OTHER RIVALS TO FACE AND THAT SOME OF THEM WILL EVENTUALLY DEFEAT YOU.  Boasting to others or thinking they may be invincibile is an invitation for someone to prove them wrong.......ESPECIALLY If their victory was won through cheating or unethical conduct, either way, they'd better beware of an attempt at vengeance. WHATEVER THE CIRCUMSTANCES, THE 5 OF SWORDS IS ALL ABOUT TIMES OF CONFLICTS AND STRUGGLES WITH OTHERS.....winner's and loser's.....which brings me to the final meaning this card can hold......
The Five of Swords can relate to a betrayal or sneak attack by someone trusted & do not suspect as an enemy.  (jelous friend,  - unfaithful girlfriend - whoever, it is someone that Thomas didn't suspect of betrayal.....someone perhaps who may fit the discription of the person in the WHO???  area / description???  It's of my opinion, this known, trusted person in their life was sabotaging them behind their back.   (and perhaps this has something to do with the "WHAT" area of the reading)  This all fit's together and paints a picture....leading to further clues and answers, hopefully.....  If I'm correct, then it's important to look at the "Court Cards", if any, within the reading- since they represent "people".....(Pages, Knights, Queens, and Kings)  and see if they represent someone along these line.....They shouldn't be trusted.....(THE ONLY COURT CARD HERE IS THE ONE IN THE "WHAT" AREA, WHICH WOULD DEPICT SOMEONE WHO MAY BE JELOUS OR FELT THREATEN IN SOME WAY BY THOMAS....AN "UNKNOWN" RIVAL - )  Basically, The Five of Swords may simply point to defeat. It shows that, despite ones best efforts, they're likely to be beaten. If they allow them self to become disillusioned after such a loss, then they will be on the path to increased ruin and torment, BECOMING THE "WHO" DESCRIBED IN THE WHO AREA......THIS CARD IMPLIES: “Outwit, Outplay, and Outlast.”
WHERE:       The Eight (AS INDICATED IN THE "WHO" AREA) ARE ALL ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCES OF OUR OWN CHOICES.....THUS, The Eight of Wands  shows that the struggles have now all but cleared and one has the freedom and space to move forward with their plans and activities once again, all by their own choices....The Eight of Wands contains a high level of energy and movement that propels one forward to reach goals at a much faster pace than ever before.   SO....THE "WHERE" MAY HAVE SOME CONNECTION AGAIN, TO WHERE HE LIVED -DEPENDING UPON WHICH OF THESE CONTAINED PERSON'S WHOM HE'D HAD CONFLICT WITH???  IN ADDITION, THIS CARD SHOWS ONE WHO THINKS TROUBLES HAVE CLEARED, YET - THE CARD IN THE WHY SHOWS MUCH DECEPTION REGARDING THIS.....AND ONE CAUGHT OFF GUARD.  THIS CARD SHOWS ONE, ALSO, WHO IS FULL OF ENERGY AND NOW READY TO DO WHAT'S NEEDED TO ENSURE THEIR OWN SUCCESS.....(DOES ANYONE KNOW WHO HE LIVED WITH, WHO HE WAS LAST SEEN WITH, OR THE ANSWER TO ANY OF THESE QUESTIONS?)

HOW:     SO, FINALLY WE ASK...HOW?   HOW DID THIS HAPPEN OR EVEN COME ABOUT?  AND THE CARDS TELL ME: Strength reversed = indicates weakness.    The Stringth Card- reversed suggest to me a time where one was experiencing some setbacks, or questioning their own journey and whether they're truly on the right track primarily due to a trigger of sorts which induced a lack of inner strength and courage, feeling inadequate and vulnerable as a result.   (THIS TELLS ME, THE "CONFLICT" PERHAPS MAY HAVE LEFT THOMAS WONDERING ABOUT WHAT HE WAS TRULY DOING, HIS GOALS, AND TO BEGIN RE-THINKING / DOUBTING HIS PATH)
In a Tarot reading, Strength is also related to inner control and, in its reversed position,  it's suggestive of giving in to your instinctual reactions thus lacking self-discipline needed for control.    Going with the lack of control, we often see Aggression as an issue when the Strength card is reversed....where one may be lashing out at other's...yet in most cases, regret this action later.
In general, when looking at the entire picture this reading shows me, self doubt is very plausable as is vulnerbility - considering all the conflict and other issue's this student seems to have been up against.    SO IT SEEMS, IN A TIME WHEN STRENGTH WAS NEEDED THE MOST, IT LACKED - WHICH IS WHEN OUR ENEMIES ALWAYS ATTACK....WHEN WE ARE VULNERABLE AND OFF GUARD

SO, HERE WE HAVE IT....WHAT DO I THINK?    I THINK OUR COLLEGE STUDENT WAS HAVING SOME VERY UPSETTING ISSUES WITHIN HIS HOME LIFE, (WHERE HE LIVED) AND PERHAPS HE BECAME INVOLVED IN ISSUES HE SHOULD'T HAVE ,  I DON'T KNOW....I THINK THAT HE MAY HAVE MOVED, OR THAT SOMEONE WHO HE DIDN'T HOUSE WITH, BUT WHO WAS ALWAYS AROUND, HAD A ISSUE WITH THOMAS, AND MAYBE VICE-VERSA ALSO... THERE WERE JELOUSY ISSUES AND THIS PERSON DIDN'T WANT THOMAS AROUND.........I BELIEVE THAT AT SOME POINT A CONFLICT OR ARGUMENT FLARED UP, AND EVEN THOMAS'S OWN FRIENDS, WHOM HE TRUSTED TURNED THEIR BACK ON HIM AND I ALSO BELIEVE THAT AT LEAST ONE OF THESE CLOSE FRIENDS KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AND PERHAPS ONE OF THEM PARTICIPATED - OR AT THE LEAST WAS A QUIET BY-STANDER AS HIS REAL RIVAL CAUGHT HIM OFF GUARD......I WILL REFRAIN FROM INCLUDING WHAT I "SEE" HAPPENING FOR IT IS OF NO VALUE TO ANYONE WHO MAY BE READING THIS BLOG AND IN BAD TASTE WHERE THE FAMILIES FEELINGS ARE CONCERNED.     I DO NOT KNOW WHERE ANY SEARCHES HAVE BEEN DONE, BUT I WILL SEE IF I CAN ATTEMPT TO PICK UP A LOCATION TO HELP FURTHER, ASAP.....    I PRAY THAT THOMAS IS FOUND SAFELY.....THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY-

HEATHER HODGES- Missing 22yr old - Rocky Mount, VA By: Stephanie Almaguer



Together, We can Unite and find theMissing

               
 Denise Bryant POSTED:
This girl isn't famous but she is missing. She is someones mother, child, sister and best friend. Help bring her home!
 ** REMEMBER….WHAT I’M LENDING IS NOT A  LOCATION, BUT HOPEFULLY SOME FACTS RE: WHAT MAY  HAVE HAPPENED.
I attempted to get the basic answers to a set of  questions  I’ve using lately on all missing person cases,  And pulled  the Tarot Cards asking:                  WHO, WHAT, WHY, WHEN, WHERE, AND HOW.








WHO(Not necessarily WHO is responsible, but could be WHO’S idea?? WHO’S “Involved”  or represent the WHO is the "reasoning" I can't place "blame" on one card alone, but rather take the entire reading into context and form an opinion then...etc…)   :    The King of Cups reversed is incredibly emotionally controlling and manipulative.  Court cards (Pages, Knights, Queens, and Kings) 9x's out of 10 represent people; PAGES=Generally a younger person such as a child or teen of any sex - KNIGHTS= Generally show a young adult, again male or female - QUEEN=Older or married/partnered female - KINGS=Older or married/partnered male. They can be representing the person who the reading is for, or someone in their life.  So, I'm going to say the WHO in Heather's reading here is representing a MALE that is Older....could very well be someone she had a current relationship with; but could also be someone she didn't even know - hopefully it will be more clear, WHO this person is by determining the meaning of the cards which follow in other areas of the reading.....ANYWAY, This is someone who is toxic, moody, sulky and withdrawn from others, particularly if things do not go his way. He can be vindictive and vengeful and has a talent at being able to punish others through emotional manipulation. He uses emotional blackmail to get his way and to push his own agenda. He leaves you feeling uncertain about yourself and as if you are the problem, not him. This only leads to emotional instability within those he's projecting this to; especially if it's a person he's in a relationship of some kind with,.  But, relationship or not, it's entirely undeserved. I do not know of Heather's circumstances within her relationship, but if this is how it was.....then....well, I will just leave it at this, for now.   I feel as though she was trying to release herself from his controlling forces. (In both circumstances) 
A reversed King of Cups can also represent  someone who's usually a mature and loving, emotional person, but at some point, allowed their emotions to begin controlling their life; depending too much on others and viewing himself negatively through the eyes of others, falling into delusions or alcoholism, or others forms of escapism to deal with emotional pain....."The need for a release" of sorts.  There's a feeling of one who's feeling/felt trapped in a relationship/situation with someone that is dependent and emotional, or a co-dependency situation.   There's a struggling with self-deception and/or the deceptions of others, unable to "see" this situation, their self and another for who/what they actually are, with clear and loving eyes, rather than who/what you want them to be, allowing one to foster a sense of dependence or weakness through their own actions.
In a relationship reading- specifically - the WHO here is someone who feels quite confused about their relationship and their emotions are out of balance and out of control. They're uncertain about their true feelings, and every day they seem to chop and change, leaving their partner  completely confused.   This makes me think of someone with depression and/or a Bi-polar mental disorder.  These type of people can be extremely unpredictable and when one feels as though they're facing such turmoil, this cards warns that it's probably best to keep some distance now until their partner is capable of working out these feelings and are more in control of their emotional state, which very often requires outside help (therapy).   Until they are able to somehow take greater control and responsibility for their emotional state, they're  basically a loose cannon, letting emotions rule and flip-flopping from one point of view to another.   (FYI...CUPS ARE RELATED TO RELATIONSHIPS AND EMOTIONS, OFTEN....AND THEN WHEN WE ACTUALLY HAVE A MALE "PEOPLE" CARD APPEAR IN THE "WHO"...WE GET A GOOD IDEA OF "WHO THIS COULD BE, PERHAPS?).
WHAT:    The Eight of Wands reversed can indicate significant delays, particularly with regard to travel or fast-moving plans. Despite having a lot of energy and enthusiasm to progress things forward, they're being faced with multiple obstacles in their course. This is incredibly frustrating and they may be growing increasingly impatient by the day, looking for alternative ways around the obstacles presented so that they can carry out their plans. (PREMEDITATED - BUT SOMETHING/ONE KEEPS DRAGGING, SLOWING PLANS DOWN......SO THIS MAY SHOW THAT WHAT WAS ORIGINALLY PLANNED, CHANGED....HENCE, MORE PERSON'S PERHAPS IN THE "KNOWING")
On the flip side, the reversed Eight of Wands suggests someone charging ahead with an idea or plan without giving or having any fore-thought or even knowing what to do after they complete the first stages of this grand idea or plan....Often, they end up missing something in their haste and prone to making mistakes.
This cards shows someone who's probably very prone to having many, many ideas at the same time and not knowing which to pursue and when. Just as they'd get started on implementing one idea, another one comes to mind and they quickly switch focus.  (This reminds me of someone who has ADD- Attention Deficient Disorder) The trouble is that with this approach, they never actually accomplish anything because they're jumping from one idea to the next without finishing any of them.  SO, IN TRYING TO ANSWER "WHAT" HAPPENED, OR WHAT LED TO WHAT HAPPENED IN RE: TO HEATHER'S DISAPPEARANCE.....I WOULD SAY THAT SOMEONE,  MADE A RASH, RUSHED DECISION, WITHOUT ANY AFTER THOUGHT OF OF THEIR CONSEQUENCES OR HOW THEY WOULD EVEN PROCEED ONCE THEY'D CARRIED OUT THEIR IDEA/PLAN.....PRIMARILY BECAUSE ANOTHER PERSON OR THING KEPT CAUSING THEIR "PLANS" TO BE DELAYED....EITHER WAY, WHATEVER IT WAS - I DO NOT BELIEVE, BASED ON THE CARD, THAT IT WAS "SPONTANEOUS" BUT RATHER SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN THOUGHT ABOUT AND THEN CARRIED OUT.......A SEMI-PREMEDITATED PLAN ON WHAT THEY WANTED TO DO, BUT NOT HOW TO FINISH OR CONCLUDE - IN DETAIL - WHAT WAS DONE AFTERWARDS......

WHY:    The Four of Cups -(AGAIN, CUPS...EMOTIONS/RELATIONSHIP, ETC.) IN SIMPLE TERMS - shows one being non-stimulated... bored...unsatisfied with current things/life in general....searching for something "different" - always thinking "The grass is greener on the other side" type of mentality.  Reversed it suggests that there is a good possibility that an offer or even an idea of sorts may have been presented by another, or even within their own thought/self, but it had to be something that one would have to actually work hard to go out and get it, or make it happen....In other words, it wasn't going to "just fall into their lap".....Something they'd missed or ignored, perhaps previously, but was maybe sitting right under their nose....and when they realized this, they felt compelled to quickly snap it up  or take action on their idea before they missed out!  This is someone who remains too focused on their own issues.
The Four of Cups reversed also reflects one who has a hard time opening their heart to someone or to express true feelings, instead withdrawing and isolating them self from other's when possible.  They don't like to ever be or feel vulnerable.   Often, this type of person will have many times they find them self in stagnation, boredom or apathy, feeling restless with this state of being, and will want to break free from this rut.  SO, IN "WHY" THIS EVEN HAPPENED.... "SOMEONE" WAS TIRED OF THE WAY THINGS WERE AND THIS WAS THEIR ANSWER.....THEY TOOK SOMEONE UP ON AN OFFER? - OR REALIZED SOMETHING WAS SITTING RIGHT UNDER THEIR NOSE AND TOOK ACTION, OR THEY ACTUALLY BEGAN THE PURSUIT OF FINALLY PUT INTO ACTION THEIR OWN IDEA, BELIEVING THIS WOULD BE A WAY OUT OF THE LIFE  (EVEN IF ONLY TEMPORARILY) THE 4 OF CUPS, REVERSED SHOWS ONE TO BE IN....IN ADDITION, LOOKS LIKE THERE COULD OF ALSO BEEN SOME "ALTERNATIVE" REASONS......THIS WILL COME OUT SOONER THAN LATER.
WHEN:   The reversed Knight of Swords is showing a person who has tons of "energy", yet they're incredibly impatient, impulsive and have no idea or direction in which to use this energy which all too often results in them making rash decisions and pulling down others with them. Their thoughts are scattered and all over the place.  (Again, I see mental disorder's / states of mind associated with ADD and Bi-Polar)  They are likely to be very disorganised, flippant and unpredictable.  
The Knight of Swords reversed indicates one is feeling as if they need to go it alone in order to build up valuable life experience and maturity.  (A loner ? - or someone who acts alone, trusting no one else, perhaps?)  As they search for freedom and independence, it is likely they'll make mistakes along the way due to their constant reckless and impatient nature but this is all part of the journey they're traveling.   Because Knights generally represent a young adult of either sex, this card can often reflect a rebellious teenager / young adult who is fighting for their own independence - And sometimes,  the parents who need to allow them to make the mistakes and to be accountable for their actions....But not always, as I've learned through reading the cards..... 
When the reversed Knight of Swords appears, basically we've got one who may be or become seriously burned out and exhausted....due to the constant rush, rush, rush....scattered thoughts, energy, etc...all that comes with the definition of this reversed card.....This can be referring to one who's around / involved with another who represents the reversed Knight, or the Knight them self.   Whichever, it shows one who wants to be involved in everything but not succeeding at anything due to this scattered thought and energy, spinning their wheels and accomplishing very little but growing more and more tired by the day.  (Hence, the 4 of cups, reversed card in the WHY area)  This person may have simply - stopped - took some time out (briefly) in order to feel a bit more grounded in order to focus and gather their thoughts and put into perspective only their top top priorities.   SO, AS IN WHEN.....HARD CARD TO SAY WHEN, BUT I'M GOING TO SAY.....A TIME WHEN ALONE WITH HEATHER.....I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL ALL THE ENERGY BEING ASSOCIATED WITH METH....AND THE WHACKED OUT THOUGHTS / ACTIONS / THAT ACCOMPANY......I DO BELIEVE THAT HEATHER WENT W/"SOMEONE" WILLINGLY.....I BELIEVE THAT VIOLENCE PRE-CEEDED....THEN THERE WAS A "PEACE-OFFERING" TO ENTICE HEATHER TO GO SOMEWHERE WILLINGLY....SHE JUST DIDN'T COME BACK - I BELIEVE THERE MAYBE "BIOLOGICAL" EVIDENCE FOUND.....MAYBE IN THE HOME OR VEHICLE....BUT NOT EVIDENCE OF ACTUAL "DEATH".....BECAUSE THIS WAS COMMITTED ELSEWHERE.
WHERE:    Nines represent personal integrity and completion, or the final stage of development. This final stage may bring certain problems with it, and past experiences and methods of coping become important here and are an intrinsic part of the meaning attached to the nines. SO, AS IN ANSWERING "WHERE".....I'M GOING TO SAY, THIS IS WHERE THE ORIGINAL PLAN WAS CARRIED OUT / COMPLETED.....PERHAPS.....Thus, AS IN "WHERE", I'D VENTURE TO SAY THAT the Nine of Cups shows A PLACE? PERHAPS, WHERE ONE WOULD HAVE a tendency to daydream and enjoy the pleasures of life.  This could be where they do drugs or hang with friends, or it could be somewhere outdoors that they enjoy visiting....somewhere they've been before and enjoy going to..... This card shows one who likely spends more time thinking about big ideas and grand schemes for an ideal lifestyle than doing the "real" work needed to execute those ideas....and often make rash choices, for short term relief -  
More generally, the Nine of Cups reflects happiness in all areas such as health, finances, work, luck, love or relationships.   NOW, IT IS POSSIBLE - THIS CARD COULD BE SHOWING A CURRENT PLACE - "WHERE".....BUT??   I'M NOT SURE, YET....In contrast to the reading as a whole and especially the circumstances regarding the reading, The Nine of Cups is actually one of the most positive and uplifting cards of the entire deck showing satisfaction on all levels – emotional, physical, and sensual. It is no wonder that many Tarot readers refer to this card as the Wish Card as its appearance is often taken as a sign that, whatever ones heart desires, it shall be granted, knowing that they've paved their own way - on the path to their success.  So.....whatever / where ever.....this is a place which represents "success" (sick)
As a Cups card, the Nine usually refers to an emotionally fulfilling situation, such as the strengthening, resolution, or even a reconciliation, perhaps, of a romantic bond, the solidification of a friendship or the consummation of a sexual relationship. (ALTERNATIVE REASONS, MENTIONED ABOVE?) A GIRLFRIENDS PLACE?)It shows that joy and happiness are within their grasp. In fact, they probably already had them., but had to realize a way to make it real...? (WONDER WHAT EXACTLY THAT WOULD BE?) It is a sign to enjoy the abundance of life and to feel each emotion as if they'd never felt any of them before. "See the perfection all around you."  SO....WHAT'S THE IDEA, PERFECT PLACE...SOMEONE KNOWS THIS ANSWER.....
The Nine of Cups is also about counting your blessings, living in the moment, and enjoying the good things that life has to offer. Start or end every day by creating a mental list of the three things you are most grateful for. In this, one will find that over time, they indeed have a lot to be happy about and it may increase their feeling of deep contentment and fulfilment.
The Nine of Cups represents stability and advancement. This card signals delight and pleasure, contentment with what one has accomplished so far and forms a steady foundation for the future. Their worries are all in the past and they can look forward to a bright future.
I think it's worth noting, The man (person) pictured in the Nine of Cups also appears to have a certain smug look on their face. This suggests that they are or can relish in the fact that they have or are about to finally achieve what they've set out to achieve.
The Nine of Cups can also indicate splurging and indulging in life’s luxuries. This includes enjoying good food and wine, appreciating the arts, making love, relaxing in a beautiful resort, or experiencing beauty. Of course, if their not careful, they could become lazy or greedy - But generally the upright version of this card suggests that this is more a time of enjoyment than of suffering the negative consequences of such enjoyment.   THIS IS A PLACE WHERE ONE EXPERIENCES/EXPERIENCED EXTREME PLEASURE, GRATIFICATION, AND SUCH WHICH ARE ASSOCIATED WITH ACHIEVING SOMETHIING THEY DESIRED ON AN EMOTIONAL LEVEL....(MENTAL...DRUGS? SEX) AND EVEN PHYSICAL)






HOW (As in, "how" did these events take place - "how" did they come about and perhaps "how" were they carried out??:    The Chariot represents conquest, victory and overcoming opposition through your confidence and control. Any success will be a result of applying these factors to the situation. This card shows the use of ones strength of their willpower to overcome any obstacles or challenges in their way.   They may have even realized that by leveraging any opposing forces surrounding them at the time, was actually "used" to their advantage.   This was all accomplished (HOW) with extreme determination, self-discipline, and hard work, initially. This is generally one of those struggles which ultimate make one feel stronger.
This card basically shows one who is able/ was able to accomplish something, especially their goal at hand through focus, determination and confidence in their abilities, blocking everything else out other than this one task at hand.....A time they were strong and in control.    More specifically, this card is about overcoming something and not just partially....but "getting in the race and winning!"    They had to dominate and beat the competition....and importantly, they had to find a way (willpower and determination) to cultivate the ability to withstand the rigors of what is required to complete such a task/goal. THIS CARD, TO ME PERSONALLY, SHOWS "HOW" THEY REACHED THEIR GOALS REPRESENTED IN THE "WHERE" POSITION.....INTERESTING.....
As with many challenges we attempt to overcome, or many goals we try to pursue, especially those which may seem impossible to reach/accomplish, we struggle with doubt of all kinds....As in this situation to, However, the Chariot card shows that this particular situation is something one was "driven" to do- therefore, the perplexing dilemma would be resolved for the time being.
The Chariot shows one being assertive and bold in action.       NOW, WITH ALL THE CARDS, THERE IS USUALLY A "FLIP-SIDE" TO ALL MEANINGS WHICH SHOULD BE CONSIDERED.....

Sometimes, the Chariot represents the need for one to come to terms with their own aggressive impulses. Aggression is part of human nature, part of our innate survival mechanism. Aggression cannot be simply suppressed; to do so will only turn it inward on ones-self, leaving it to manifest itself in the form of physical illness. Aggression can be very destructive but it is also a powerful energy that can be channeled creatively. Thus, the Chariot can show "how" it is a time when one must become the master of their emotions and curb any impulses or anger. in order to progress and pursue their goal.  It's like, showing another, "who is the boss" and achieving control of a situation by remaining extreme control of their self.
The Chariot can also represent a lot of driving and even a road trip.  (*could even be representive of one who drives for a living? just a thought)  Otherwise, it like Someone who's taken off, perhaps without even having a particular destination in mind -  and heading off across the country!  But again, considering the circumstances surrounding the reading and the area the Chariot appeared in, if this is the case, again, it was through a driven desire to accomplish a task / overcome a challenge / obstacle's....and achieve a desired outcome in order to satisfy the WHY it happened which resulted in the WHERE it happened.     IMO   


NOW, I CAN OBVIOUSLY SEE WHERE ONE COULD ASSUME, IMMEDIATELY THIS IS A HUSBAND/PARTNER/BOYFRIEND.....BUT GIVEN THE READING, I CAN ALSO SEE WHERE IT COULD BE HEATHER HERSELF "FREEING HERSELF"      I  DO NOT KNOW HER, OR HER PERSONAL LIFE SITUATION....BUT MY GENERAL FEELIING IS THAT SHE WASN'T IN A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP.     HOWEVER, IN THE SAME BREATH AS I WRITE, I ALSO FEEL A VIOLENT EVENT ASSOCIATED WITH HEATHER, AND UNFORTUNATELY, I DON'T SEE A RETURN FROM IT.... BUT WHAT DO I KNOW?    ASIDE FROM RELATIONSHIPS....THIS SEEMS, FROM THE READING TO BE SOMETHING DONE TO CURB ONES DESIRES, FULLFILL AN EMOTION, ETC...AND MY VERY, VERY, VERY FIRST THOUGHT, BEFORE I EVEN PULLED THE CARDS WAS MORGAN HARRINGTON....PERHAPS BECAUSE BOTH MORGAN AND HEATHER SHARE THE SAME FEATURES, AGE RANGE, ETC...AND EVEN LIVE IN THE SAME STATE.   THAT BEING SAID, I CAN VERY MUCH SEE THIS READING AS BEING SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED SPONTANEOUSLY, AT AN OPPORTUNE MOMENT - BUT WAS ALSO SOMETHING WHICH WAS IN THE PLANNING.....IN OTHER WORDS, A PLAN PUT INTO ACTION, BECAUSE THE TIME/OPPORTUNITY PRESENTED ITSELF....SOMEHOW BY SOMEONE WATCHING AND WAITING, OTHER THAN THE USUAL BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND. (NOT SAYING HE'S NOT GUILTY OR IS, JUST TRYING TO GIVE INSIGHT TO THE CARDS)     I DO "SEE" AND EVEN FEEL A VIOLENT END/STRUGGLE.   I HATE THAT.   IF THE BF IS RESPONSIBLE, THIS HAPPENED MUCH EARLIER IN THE DAYLIGHT HOURS, I BELIEVE.....ALTHOUGH SHE WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN TAKEN AWAY UNTIL NEAR DARK (DUSK)  I SEE DARK..... 


WAS THE PLACE THAT HEATHER WAS SUPPOSIDLY TAKEN FROM NEAR A HIGHWAY, TRUCK STOP, OR SOMETHING OF THAT NATURE....SOMEWHERE WHERE SHE COULD EASILY BE SEEN/WATCHED BY ANOTHER?  SOMEONE PERHAPS SEEING HER ALONE AT SOME POINT AND SIEZING THEIR OPPORTUNITY?   A KNOCK ON THE DOOR? I DON'T KNOW....JUST ONE OF MANY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD.     NOT SAYING THIS HAPPENED, JUST SOMETHING TO CONSIDER IN ADDITION TO THE BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND...BTW, ANYONE KNOW IF HER BF WAS AN OLDER MAN?..... I WILL FOCUS MORE IN A BIT AND SEE IF I CAN COME UP WITH ANY NAMES, STREETS, LOCATIONS, FURTHER CLUES.....    :(          


**I do believe, unfortunately, Heather met up with violence.....In addition, since the bf places her at the house at 10:30PM...either someone DID take her while he was gone....or He (and another(S)) did thi (HAVE INVOLVEMENT).  There's no other possibilities.  This is just one map....I'm working on another.

Here's a map: (see my comment in the comment section)

*********UPDATE************
There is a group searching this site soon.  I will update if there's any news.  Remember....there's no guarantees, I wish there were.  Good luck guys.




Another map...it includes the area I outlined below...and then some other areas to the west, kind-of....all near creeks / rivers.....Hodges Cemetery is the first circled area, then the center circle area, Heather was seen there around NOON (proving my fact/statement that she was manipulated to leave with scooter, after the violent fight, of her own free will.....!!  and then the last area is tripple creek area....




















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