HEATHER HODGES- Missing 22yr old - Rocky Mount, VA By: Stephanie Almaguer

Together, We can Unite and find theMissing

               
 Denise Bryant POSTED:

This girl isn't famous but she is missing. She is someones mother, child, sister and best friend. Help bring her home!

 ** REMEMBER….WHAT I’M LENDING IS NOT A  LOCATION, BUT HOPEFULLY SOME FACTS RE: WHAT MAY  HAVE HAPPENED.

I attempted to get the basic answers to a set of  questions  I’ve using lately on all missing person cases,  And pulled  the Tarot Cards asking:                  WHO, WHAT, WHY, WHEN, WHERE, AND HOW.

WHO(Not necessarily WHO is responsible, but could be WHO’S idea?? WHO’S “Involved”  or represent the WHO is the "reasoning" I can't place "blame" on one card alone, but rather take the entire reading into context and form an opinion then...etc…)   :    The King of Cups reversed is incredibly emotionally controlling and manipulative.  Court cards (Pages, Knights, Queens, and Kings) 9x's out of 10 represent people; PAGES=Generally a younger person such as a child or teen of any sex - KNIGHTS= Generally show a young adult, again male or female - QUEEN=Older or married/partnered female - KINGS=Older or married/partnered male. They can be representing the person who the reading is for, or someone in their life.  So, I'm going to say the WHO in Heather's reading here is representing a MALE that is Older....could very well be someone she had a current relationship with; but could also be someone she didn't even know - hopefully it will be more clear, WHO this person is by determining the meaning of the cards which follow in other areas of the reading.....ANYWAY, This is someone who is toxic, moody, sulky and withdrawn from others, particularly if things do not go his way. He can be vindictive and vengeful and has a talent at being able to punish others through emotional manipulation. He uses emotional blackmail to get his way and to push his own agenda. He leaves you feeling uncertain about yourself and as if you are the problem, not him. This only leads to emotional instability within those he's projecting this to; especially if it's a person he's in a relationship of some kind with,.  But, relationship or not, it's entirely undeserved. I do not know of Heather's circumstances within her relationship, but if this is how it was.....then....well, I will just leave it at this, for now.   I feel as though she was trying to release herself from his controlling forces. (In both circumstances) 

A reversed King of Cups can also represent  someone who's usually a mature and loving, emotional person, but at some point, allowed their emotions to begin controlling their life; depending too much on others and viewing himself negatively through the eyes of others, falling into delusions or alcoholism, or others forms of escapism to deal with emotional pain....."The need for a release" of sorts.  There's a feeling of one who's feeling/felt trapped in a relationship/situation with someone that is dependent and emotional, or a co-dependency situation.   There's a struggling with self-deception and/or the deceptions of others, unable to "see" this situation, their self and another for who/what they actually are, with clear and loving eyes, rather than who/what you want them to be, allowing one to foster a sense of dependence or weakness through their own actions.

In a relationship reading- specifically - the WHO here is someone who feels quite confused about their relationship and their emotions are out of balance and out of control. They're uncertain about their true feelings, and every day they seem to chop and change, leaving their partner  completely confused.   This makes me think of someone with depression and/or a Bi-polar mental disorder.  These type of people can be extremely unpredictable and when one feels as though they're facing such turmoil, this cards warns that it's probably best to keep some distance now until their partner is capable of working out these feelings and are more in control of their emotional state, which very often requires outside help (therapy).   Until they are able to somehow take greater control and responsibility for their emotional state, they're  basically a loose cannon, letting emotions rule and flip-flopping from one point of view to another.   (FYI...CUPS ARE RELATED TO RELATIONSHIPS AND EMOTIONS, OFTEN....AND THEN WHEN WE ACTUALLY HAVE A MALE "PEOPLE" CARD APPEAR IN THE "WHO"...WE GET A GOOD IDEA OF "WHO THIS COULD BE, PERHAPS?).

WHAT:    The Eight of Wands reversed can indicate significant delays, particularly with regard to travel or fast-moving plans. Despite having a lot of energy and enthusiasm to progress things forward, they're being faced with multiple obstacles in their course. This is incredibly frustrating and they may be growing increasingly impatient by the day, looking for alternative ways around the obstacles presented so that they can carry out their plans. (PREMEDITATED - BUT SOMETHING/ONE KEEPS DRAGGING, SLOWING PLANS DOWN......SO THIS MAY SHOW THAT WHAT WAS ORIGINALLY PLANNED, CHANGED....HENCE, MORE PERSON'S PERHAPS IN THE "KNOWING")
On the flip side, the reversed Eight of Wands suggests someone charging ahead with an idea or plan without giving or having any fore-thought or even knowing what to do after they complete the first stages of this grand idea or plan....Often, they end up missing something in their haste and prone to making mistakes.
This cards shows someone who's probably very prone to having many, many ideas at the same time and not knowing which to pursue and when. Just as they'd get started on implementing one idea, another one comes to mind and they quickly switch focus.  (This reminds me of someone who has ADD- Attention Deficient Disorder) The trouble is that with this approach, they never actually accomplish anything because they're jumping from one idea to the next without finishing any of them.  SO, IN TRYING TO ANSWER "WHAT" HAPPENED, OR WHAT LED TO WHAT HAPPENED IN RE: TO HEATHER'S DISAPPEARANCE.....I WOULD SAY THAT SOMEONE,  MADE A RASH, RUSHED DECISION, WITHOUT ANY AFTER THOUGHT OF OF THEIR CONSEQUENCES OR HOW THEY WOULD EVEN PROCEED ONCE THEY'D CARRIED OUT THEIR IDEA/PLAN.....PRIMARILY BECAUSE ANOTHER PERSON OR THING KEPT CAUSING THEIR "PLANS" TO BE DELAYED....EITHER WAY, WHATEVER IT WAS - I DO NOT BELIEVE, BASED ON THE CARD, THAT IT WAS "SPONTANEOUS" BUT RATHER SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN THOUGHT ABOUT AND THEN CARRIED OUT.......A SEMI-PREMEDITATED PLAN ON WHAT THEY WANTED TO DO, BUT NOT HOW TO FINISH OR CONCLUDE - IN DETAIL - WHAT WAS DONE AFTERWARDS......

WHY:    The Four of Cups -(AGAIN, CUPS...EMOTIONS/RELATIONSHIP, ETC.) IN SIMPLE TERMS - shows one being non-stimulated... bored...unsatisfied with current things/life in general....searching for something "different" - always thinking "The grass is greener on the other side" type of mentality.  Reversed it suggests that there is a good possibility that an offer or even an idea of sorts may have been presented by another, or even within their own thought/self, but it had to be something that one would have to actually work hard to go out and get it, or make it happen....In other words, it wasn't going to "just fall into their lap".....Something they'd missed or ignored, perhaps previously, but was maybe sitting right under their nose....and when they realized this, they felt compelled to quickly snap it up  or take action on their idea before they missed out!  This is someone who remains too focused on their own issues.

The Four of Cups reversed also reflects one who has a hard time opening their heart to someone or to express true feelings, instead withdrawing and isolating them self from other's when possible.  They don't like to ever be or feel vulnerable.   Often, this type of person will have many times they find them self in stagnation, boredom or apathy, feeling restless with this state of being, and will want to break free from this rut.  SO, IN "WHY" THIS EVEN HAPPENED.... "SOMEONE" WAS TIRED OF THE WAY THINGS WERE AND THIS WAS THEIR ANSWER.....THEY TOOK SOMEONE UP ON AN OFFER? - OR REALIZED SOMETHING WAS SITTING RIGHT UNDER THEIR NOSE AND TOOK ACTION, OR THEY ACTUALLY BEGAN THE PURSUIT OF FINALLY PUT INTO ACTION THEIR OWN IDEA, BELIEVING THIS WOULD BE A WAY OUT OF THE LIFE  (EVEN IF ONLY TEMPORARILY) THE 4 OF CUPS, REVERSED SHOWS ONE TO BE IN....IN ADDITION, LOOKS LIKE THERE COULD OF ALSO BEEN SOME "ALTERNATIVE" REASONS......THIS WILL COME OUT SOONER THAN LATER.

WHEN:   The reversed Knight of Swords is showing a person who has tons of "energy", yet they're incredibly impatient, impulsive and have no idea or direction in which to use this energy which all too often results in them making rash decisions and pulling down others with them. Their thoughts are scattered and all over the place.  (Again, I see mental disorder's / states of mind associated with ADD and Bi-Polar)  They are likely to be very disorganised, flippant and unpredictable.  
The Knight of Swords reversed indicates one is feeling as if they need to go it alone in order to build up valuable life experience and maturity.  (A loner ? - or someone who acts alone, trusting no one else, perhaps?)  As they search for freedom and independence, it is likely they'll make mistakes along the way due to their constant reckless and impatient nature but this is all part of the journey they're traveling.   Because Knights generally represent a young adult of either sex, this card can often reflect a rebellious teenager / young adult who is fighting for their own independence - And sometimes,  the parents who need to allow them to make the mistakes and to be accountable for their actions....But not always, as I've learned through reading the cards..... 

When the reversed Knight of Swords appears, basically we've got one who may be or become seriously burned out and exhausted....due to the constant rush, rush, rush....scattered thoughts, energy, etc...all that comes with the definition of this reversed card.....This can be referring to one who's around / involved with another who represents the reversed Knight, or the Knight them self.   Whichever, it shows one who wants to be involved in everything but not succeeding at anything due to this scattered thought and energy, spinning their wheels and accomplishing very little but growing more and more tired by the day.  (Hence, the 4 of cups, reversed card in the WHY area)  This person may have simply - stopped - took some time out (briefly) in order to feel a bit more grounded in order to focus and gather their thoughts and put into perspective only their top top priorities.   SO, AS IN WHEN.....HARD CARD TO SAY WHEN, BUT I'M GOING TO SAY.....A TIME WHEN ALONE WITH HEATHER.....I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL ALL THE ENERGY BEING ASSOCIATED WITH METH....AND THE WHACKED OUT THOUGHTS / ACTIONS / THAT ACCOMPANY......I DO BELIEVE THAT HEATHER WENT W/"SOMEONE" WILLINGLY.....I BELIEVE THAT VIOLENCE PRE-CEEDED....THEN THERE WAS A "PEACE-OFFERING" TO ENTICE HEATHER TO GO SOMEWHERE WILLINGLY....SHE JUST DIDN'T COME BACK - I BELIEVE THERE MAYBE "BIOLOGICAL" EVIDENCE FOUND.....MAYBE IN THE HOME OR VEHICLE....BUT NOT EVIDENCE OF ACTUAL "DEATH".....BECAUSE THIS WAS COMMITTED ELSEWHERE.

WHERE:    Nines represent personal integrity and completion, or the final stage of development. This final stage may bring certain problems with it, and past experiences and methods of coping become important here and are an intrinsic part of the meaning attached to the nines. SO, AS IN ANSWERING "WHERE".....I'M GOING TO SAY, THIS IS WHERE THE ORIGINAL PLAN WAS CARRIED OUT / COMPLETED.....PERHAPS.....Thus, AS IN "WHERE", I'D VENTURE TO SAY THAT the Nine of Cups shows A PLACE? PERHAPS, WHERE ONE WOULD HAVE a tendency to daydream and enjoy the pleasures of life.  This could be where they do drugs or hang with friends, or it could be somewhere outdoors that they enjoy visiting....somewhere they've been before and enjoy going to..... This card shows one who likely spends more time thinking about big ideas and grand schemes for an ideal lifestyle than doing the "real" work needed to execute those ideas....and often make rash choices, for short term relief -  
More generally, the Nine of Cups reflects happiness in all areas such as health, finances, work, luck, love or relationships.   NOW, IT IS POSSIBLE - THIS CARD COULD BE SHOWING A CURRENT PLACE - "WHERE".....BUT??   I'M NOT SURE, YET....In contrast to the reading as a whole and especially the circumstances regarding the reading, The Nine of Cups is actually one of the most positive and uplifting cards of the entire deck showing satisfaction on all levels – emotional, physical, and sensual. It is no wonder that many Tarot readers refer to this card as the Wish Card as its appearance is often taken as a sign that, whatever ones heart desires, it shall be granted, knowing that they've paved their own way - on the path to their success.  So.....whatever / where ever.....this is a place which represents "success" (sick)

As a Cups card, the Nine usually refers to an emotionally fulfilling situation, such as the strengthening, resolution, or even a reconciliation, perhaps, of a romantic bond, the solidification of a friendship or the consummation of a sexual relationship. (ALTERNATIVE REASONS, MENTIONED ABOVE?) A GIRLFRIENDS PLACE?)It shows that joy and happiness are within their grasp. In fact, they probably already had them., but had to realize a way to make it real...? (WONDER WHAT EXACTLY THAT WOULD BE?) It is a sign to enjoy the abundance of life and to feel each emotion as if they'd never felt any of them before. "See the perfection all around you."  SO....WHAT'S THE IDEA, PERFECT PLACE...SOMEONE KNOWS THIS ANSWER.....

The Nine of Cups is also about counting your blessings, living in the moment, and enjoying the good things that life has to offer. Start or end every day by creating a mental list of the three things you are most grateful for. In this, one will find that over time, they indeed have a lot to be happy about and it may increase their feeling of deep contentment and fulfilment.

The Nine of Cups represents stability and advancement. This card signals delight and pleasure, contentment with what one has accomplished so far and forms a steady foundation for the future. Their worries are all in the past and they can look forward to a bright future.

I think it's worth noting, The man (person) pictured in the Nine of Cups also appears to have a certain smug look on their face. This suggests that they are or can relish in the fact that they have or are about to finally achieve what they've set out to achieve.

The Nine of Cups can also indicate splurging and indulging in life’s luxuries. This includes enjoying good food and wine, appreciating the arts, making love, relaxing in a beautiful resort, or experiencing beauty. Of course, if their not careful, they could become lazy or greedy - But generally the upright version of this card suggests that this is more a time of enjoyment than of suffering the negative consequences of such enjoyment.   THIS IS A PLACE WHERE ONE EXPERIENCES/EXPERIENCED EXTREME PLEASURE, GRATIFICATION, AND SUCH WHICH ARE ASSOCIATED WITH ACHIEVING SOMETHIING THEY DESIRED ON AN EMOTIONAL LEVEL....(MENTAL...DRUGS? SEX) AND EVEN PHYSICAL)






HOW (As in, "how" did these events take place - "how" did they come about and perhaps "how" were they carried out??:    The Chariot represents conquest, victory and overcoming opposition through your confidence and control. Any success will be a result of applying these factors to the situation. This card shows the use of ones strength of their willpower to overcome any obstacles or challenges in their way.   They may have even realized that by leveraging any opposing forces surrounding them at the time, was actually "used" to their advantage.   This was all accomplished (HOW) with extreme determination, self-discipline, and hard work, initially. This is generally one of those struggles which ultimate make one feel stronger.
This card basically shows one who is able/ was able to accomplish something, especially their goal at hand through focus, determination and confidence in their abilities, blocking everything else out other than this one task at hand.....A time they were strong and in control.    More specifically, this card is about overcoming something and not just partially....but "getting in the race and winning!"    They had to dominate and beat the competition....and importantly, they had to find a way (willpower and determination) to cultivate the ability to withstand the rigors of what is required to complete such a task/goal. THIS CARD, TO ME PERSONALLY, SHOWS "HOW" THEY REACHED THEIR GOALS REPRESENTED IN THE "WHERE" POSITION.....INTERESTING.....

As with many challenges we attempt to overcome, or many goals we try to pursue, especially those which may seem impossible to reach/accomplish, we struggle with doubt of all kinds....As in this situation to, However, the Chariot card shows that this particular situation is something one was "driven" to do- therefore, the perplexing dilemma would be resolved for the time being.

The Chariot shows one being assertive and bold in action.       NOW, WITH ALL THE CARDS, THERE IS USUALLY A "FLIP-SIDE" TO ALL MEANINGS WHICH SHOULD BE CONSIDERED.....

Sometimes, the Chariot represents the need for one to come to terms with their own aggressive impulses. Aggression is part of human nature, part of our innate survival mechanism. Aggression cannot be simply suppressed; to do so will only turn it inward on ones-self, leaving it to manifest itself in the form of physical illness. Aggression can be very destructive but it is also a powerful energy that can be channeled creatively. Thus, the Chariot can show "how" it is a time when one must become the master of their emotions and curb any impulses or anger. in order to progress and pursue their goal.  It's like, showing another, "who is the boss" and achieving control of a situation by remaining extreme control of their self.

The Chariot can also represent a lot of driving and even a road trip.  (*could even be representive of one who drives for a living? just a thought)  Otherwise, it like Someone who's taken off, perhaps without even having a particular destination in mind -  and heading off across the country!  But again, considering the circumstances surrounding the reading and the area the Chariot appeared in, if this is the case, again, it was through a driven desire to accomplish a task / overcome a challenge / obstacle's....and achieve a desired outcome in order to satisfy the WHY it happened which resulted in the WHERE it happened.     IMO   

NOW, I CAN OBVIOUSLY SEE WHERE ONE COULD ASSUME, IMMEDIATELY THIS IS A HUSBAND/PARTNER/BOYFRIEND.....BUT GIVEN THE READING, I CAN ALSO SEE WHERE IT COULD BE HEATHER HERSELF "FREEING HERSELF"      I  DO NOT KNOW HER, OR HER PERSONAL LIFE SITUATION....BUT MY GENERAL FEELIING IS THAT SHE WASN'T IN A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP.     HOWEVER, IN THE SAME BREATH AS I WRITE, I ALSO FEEL A VIOLENT EVENT ASSOCIATED WITH HEATHER, AND UNFORTUNATELY, I DON'T SEE A RETURN FROM IT.... BUT WHAT DO I KNOW?    ASIDE FROM RELATIONSHIPS....THIS SEEMS, FROM THE READING TO BE SOMETHING DONE TO CURB ONES DESIRES, FULLFILL AN EMOTION, ETC...AND MY VERY, VERY, VERY FIRST THOUGHT, BEFORE I EVEN PULLED THE CARDS WAS MORGAN HARRINGTON....PERHAPS BECAUSE BOTH MORGAN AND HEATHER SHARE THE SAME FEATURES, AGE RANGE, ETC...AND EVEN LIVE IN THE SAME STATE.   THAT BEING SAID, I CAN VERY MUCH SEE THIS READING AS BEING SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED SPONTANEOUSLY, AT AN OPPORTUNE MOMENT - BUT WAS ALSO SOMETHING WHICH WAS IN THE PLANNING.....IN OTHER WORDS, A PLAN PUT INTO ACTION, BECAUSE THE TIME/OPPORTUNITY PRESENTED ITSELF....SOMEHOW BY SOMEONE WATCHING AND WAITING, OTHER THAN THE USUAL BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND. (NOT SAYING HE'S NOT GUILTY OR IS, JUST TRYING TO GIVE INSIGHT TO THE CARDS)     I DO "SEE" AND EVEN FEEL A VIOLENT END/STRUGGLE.   I HATE THAT.   IF THE BF IS RESPONSIBLE, THIS HAPPENED MUCH EARLIER IN THE DAYLIGHT HOURS, I BELIEVE.....ALTHOUGH SHE WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN TAKEN AWAY UNTIL NEAR DARK (DUSK)  I SEE DARK..... 


WAS THE PLACE THAT HEATHER WAS SUPPOSIDLY TAKEN FROM NEAR A HIGHWAY, TRUCK STOP, OR SOMETHING OF THAT NATURE....SOMEWHERE WHERE SHE COULD EASILY BE SEEN/WATCHED BY ANOTHER?  SOMEONE PERHAPS SEEING HER ALONE AT SOME POINT AND SIEZING THEIR OPPORTUNITY?   A KNOCK ON THE DOOR? I DON'T KNOW....JUST ONE OF MANY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD.     NOT SAYING THIS HAPPENED, JUST SOMETHING TO CONSIDER IN ADDITION TO THE BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND...BTW, ANYONE KNOW IF HER BF WAS AN OLDER MAN?..... I WILL FOCUS MORE IN A BIT AND SEE IF I CAN COME UP WITH ANY NAMES, STREETS, LOCATIONS, FURTHER CLUES.....    :(          


**I do believe, unfortunately, Heather met up with violence.....In addition, since the bf places her at the house at 10:30PM...either someone DID take her while he was gone....or He (and another(S)) did thi (HAVE INVOLVEMENT).  There's no other possibilities.  This is just one map....I'm working on another.

Here's a map: (see my comment in the comment section)

*********UPDATE************
There is a group searching this site soon.  I will update if there's any news.  Remember....there's no guarantees, I wish there were.  Good luck guys.




Another map...it includes the area I outlined below...and then some other areas to the west, kind-of....all near creeks / rivers.....Hodges Cemetery is the first circled area, then the center circle area, Heather was seen there around NOON (proving my fact/statement that she was manipulated to leave with scooter, after the violent fight, of her own free will.....!!  and then the last area is tripple creek area....